Every once in a while i bring myself back to this site and ask for answers and little bit of insight. Maybe this time i will get some. Im 20, female, 2nd year univeristy student, only child. Never has a relationship before, noone has ever been interested. Im doing terrible at uni, it probably isnt for me but there is nothing else i would rather do. Cancerian. Just started the first semester of the year, and wanted to know if i could get a reading on things to come and directions to go in.
quest for a rest , a silence , a quiet and simple no thing . it is the what's to come . why not be peaceful and go meet it ?
Sounds like life's pretty sweet for you, but you're getting a bit pissy and irrational because you're young and female. It's alright, I still do it sometimes too.
So ummm lostification...why are you at the uni? What's your goal? What do you like to do? Are any of your classes fun or interesting? Have you met people who are fun or interesting?
@Tikko - It feels like my entire life i have been resting and in peace. My days have grown foreign to me. Its like i leave my mind in bed every morning as my body through life, it doesn feel as if i have actually done the things which i have done. I think i need a bit of direction. I wouldnt ask but my heart just hasnt been doing a very good job at guiding me is all. @Fingermouse - Thats probably very accurate you know. Definately an irrational girl. @Zengizmo - I am at uni to gain sufficent skills which will help me to get a job good enough to allow myself and loved ones to live comfortable life. I dont know what i want so i havent made any goals for myself. I like to dream, but thats the problem.. im too content in just dreaming to actually go out and achieve something. Lectures arent fun but the labs are very good, i enjoy them most times. Nearly two years in a new place i havent made something with anyone which goes beyond passing hellos and lazy small talk. I dont know how much of that is my fault, i do try i swear. Ps - when you hover your mouse over the green dots below your posts a small message pops up, whats that all about?
At 20, you have youth on your side - don't look too hard for a direction to follow with urgent intensity, moreover be yourself and you will attract a soul mate. lover and career avenue to follow. That is not to say you should do nothing, exploring experiences anew can be exciting and adventurous - but do it for yourself, and your own benefit, not for what you may think others may judge you on = meThinks
lostification, being aware of what you want doesn't need to be a ten-year plan, or even a five-year plan. The best question to consider is: What do you most enjoy doing with your time day after day? Is there any activity that absorbs you so much that you lose yourself, and lose your sense of time passing? If so, that's the sort of activity you need to pursue with your life. It sounds like you're not a particularly socially oriented person. If that's true, then that's what you have to work with. You'll need to take that into account in deciding what's best for you. With regard to the green dots: That's reputation. People can give you reputation or take away reputation by clicking on the scales icon at the lower left of your posts. As you gain reputation, your number of green dots increases. It's a game, like anything else. Some folks choose to not play the rep game - there's an option in your CP to turn off reputation display, if you like.
i spin the wheel of oracle ... we can more specifically ask for a message of guidance from your heart quest positive strength in quiet , peaceful family song - One Vibration . ......... ^^^
take each day as it comes, live it enjoy it for what it is good or bad and make the most of it, a lot of people don't get a tomorrow.
Thankyou all for you kind words of advice, im asuming youve all been through hard times and know what youre talking about. I guess i need to learn to accept that the things which seem so big and troublesome right now wont even matter at a certain point of my life. Its much harder than it sounds. Tikoo, is this what my heart is really saying? What possibly could the 'song - One vibration' part mean?
I know exactly how you feel lostification. At age 18 I'm in college and still lost in this crazy world. We all find our rightful paths as long as we follow our own intuitions.
possibly a spiritual way of knowing family . it's something you might discover as in listening for a soulful , mysterious , comforting sound .
Thanks for that interpretation. Little late here but im still trying to figure that out. All i can think of in regards to that is perhaps music which i might connect to on a soulful level though i dont know why that would be a spiritual way of knowing family. Its an interesting thought though
I feel instinctually, functionally closer to some people through music. I feel love for ALL people through music.
