taking acid when you're pissed off

I'm really pissed at the world, work or lack thereof, spouse, people taking me to court, bs, fukin life,, tempted to drop some dots I got in anger but reluctant to fuel a bad trip... drank 2 red stirpe boppers and half port bottle wine bin 27, out of pot for 2 months, advise on anger trips welcome... mahalo's!

 

Man, everyone is different, personally i got a good outcome from a depressive state. But I also had a grasp on reality. But I can only vouch for myself.

No pot for 2 months because you want to?

 

Do you have kids still living with you that you are primarily responsible for?
I ask because how all the bullshit, lack of work, bills, etc.,etc. effects my kids is what sends me on a downward spiral when I've tripped.
If it was just me that I was responsible for, than those trips would have probably gone better.

But, I have had LSD lift me out of bad moods and shit:sunny:
But for god's sake DON'T take shrooms. They always rip me a new one if I have negative shit stirring in my mind.

 

I hear a small pinch of salvia 5x can have antidepressant and nice afterglow effects.

 

I would advise greatly against alcohol.

As for lsd, and you being an old head... I suspect you already know the answer to that one.

 

It's hard to know what to expect with such a negative headspace before your trip, if you do drop it I hope your trip is for the better. I have had great success trying to find hope out of a trip like that. Times are rough these days, there is way too much bs!

Sometimes it's better to find someone to talk to to get it all off your chest, and get another view on your life. I feel trapped if I am too stressed with my current situation and just don't have anyone to talk and relate too, specially being married myself.

 

You can help make it constructive by helping it to help you out with a nice brainstorming session about your problems. Make a list, "things that are bothering me, and why", be specific, the more specific you are in identifying the problems, the more likely a new solution or aid may come to you.

 

I certainly wouldn't take acid angry.

 

Great advice, you know how Lucy works - dont force a drop unless your ready for healing. Outcome is going to be positive if you go into the trip with the proper expectation.

 

For me, I'd say no. I often have a tentative trip plan, and if I get angry that day, I abort and wait until later.

Even if I just get honked at for not driving aggressively as the guy behind me wants me to, or if I have an angry exchange with a family member, that's usually enough to make me want to wait for another day if it's sticking with me.

I will say that starting without any negative thoughts, tripping obviously helps work out deep seated issues. Sometimes problems I didn't know where affecting me until I tripped. So, maybe it could help. I've never really tried it. It will give you the opportunity to re-evaluate your life, which it sounds like you want to do. It will probably help you understand what and who you are angry at, which will probably help make you less angry.

I've had a lot of fun drinking at the tail end of acid trips a few times, but the few times I went in drunk really just made things more confusing, and made my brain feel tired. Like the trip was forcing my mind to work, but I really just wanted to go to sleep.

(I'm sorry to hear you are having troubles.)

 

Get your head straight. Then do it.