Please don't think i'm trying waddle in my sad feelings. I just need to let this off my chest. I've been having a hard time getting along with people it seems. I'm a very happy type of person. I smile alot and at times i'm hyper and at times i'm very calm around people. It seems people just don't like happy people around me. I hear people gossiping about me all the time where I live. There are people saying things like *ucking hippie and etc. It is sometimes hard for me to deal with people being prejudice against me. I use to not let other opinions of me bother me, but lately it has been bothering me pretty bad. I have anxiety and maybe thats something people picks up too. They at times think i'm dumb I think. I know writing this may just be ingniting the problem even more. I just really feel alone here In Tomball, tx. I'm start to feel angry with people . There is to many prejudice people here and I feel like i'm lossing my mind or something.
it's time you kick someone's ass right in front of other people, so they know not to fuck with you short of that, i dont know what to tell you
I totally get where you're coming from. I have different interests from many of the people where I live. The fact that I'm confident in myself often makes people look at me like I'm stuck up, before they even get to know me. My advice would be to read books - they don't judge
Hey Sage, I don't know much about you but I'm willing to say I'm sure you're worth more than the folks who are bad-mouthing you. That shit hurts though and especially if you don't have a few decent people around to support you. Are you new to this area? Is race or anything else an issue that the coworker creeps single out? Maybe they're just too stupid to see the value of anyone who isn't just like them. There are pockets of inbred knuckle draggers all over the word and it sounds like you fell into one of those pockets. Hang out here and vent your feelings. There's a bunch of good souls here.