Hi, Im Dropper. Yes, this is long. But it means something this time.

I'm Dropper.
I have the mental stability of a schizophrenic bipolar alcoholic. And I'm and alcoholic. I'm only kept stable by MANY "Happy" pills.
I'm currently studying to become a Psychiatrist and preforming research in extremely unorthodox methods involving forcing controlled yet vivid hallucinations on the patient to make them enter their mind.
Currently I have no Idea what Drug could possibly preform perfectly enough to allow them to enter the depths of their psyche without driving them insane.
The only drug that could work is DMT, but I have no idea how to make sure the trip does not go in a wrong direction and stray from the original memory trying to be induced so that the patient will relive it, accept it, and end their trip completely mentally stable.
If I do succeed in preforming this therapy and curing someone of PTSD or some other mental illness related to trauma within the psyche, I will attempt to use the method to repair the psyche of an LSD abuser to help prove LSD flashbacks and memory trauma can be reverse before it begins to destroy other organs like optical, movement, and inner ear organs.
I've told you my story, that's it.
I thought pot smokers and druggies would be excited to share their incite on drugs with someone wishing to make them legal as medications used for trauma and other mental issues. Apparently your either more stupid or just more lazy than I thought. Sure I might not perfect the therapy and it may never become reality. But you know what. I'll try, because I don't want to live with my fucked mind, I don't want my friends to live with theirs, and I don't want anyone else to be destroyed by hallucinogens. I'll try. Even if I have to try into my lat 50s or 60s I'll do it, even though some of you might die on the streets before then.

Have Fun being Fucked in the Head.
You'll regret it someday.

Dropper

 

Goodnight. I have a lot of studying to do tomorrow.

 

If your mind is as scattered as your posts, i'm not sure I want you as my psychiatrist. No disrespect intended.

 

Welcome to the show...

 

Well if I were you I would worry more about fixing your mind, and not worry so much about fixing ours. Although I have taken many doses I have none of the problems you describe and most of us are not kept stable with a bunch of happy pills.