So I have had two very vivid fucked up dreams lately . One last week, I dreamt I went with a friend of mine who takes lots of psychedelic drugs to a commune he knew of, it was ruled by this old dutch woman, I lay next to her on a couch, she told me she was attracted to me and it made me feel uncomfortable at first, but I relaxed knowing her spirit was very free . She was blowing bubbles and each bubble was dosed in LSD, I caught one on my tongue and started tripping hard, it was peaceful and beautiful . I wandered outside and there was a beach with lots of hippies wading around in the water . I swum around their legs underwater . Cops came and started arresting them which made me mad, I wanted to stand up to the cops but saw it as pointless so slipped out of the water and climbed a steep bank . At the top of the bank was a small wooden shack, I entered and it was full of trippy sixties concert posters which I found most amusing, I was hallucinating hard in that shack, a garage band was playing some of the most hallucinagenic music, I thought it was the most trippy music ever and that I needed to recreate it when I awoke . I then awoke but couldn't remember the music . Then last night, I dreamt I was watching a guys life unfold from alternative guy to full on psychedelic commune dweller, at some stage I realised that guy was me . I was then transported to the commune which was an old victorian house, it was in a rural valley setting next to small river . Everyone wore victorian wild west garb which was the trend of the first wave of hippies . We all walked to a cabin made from raw timber framing, it was extremely simple, earthy and brilliant, I realised I had built it and sat down crying in orgasmic realisation . Some guys comforted me and I looked out the window to see trippy beasts that sort of resembled brontosaurus walking by, it tripped me out, I saw flax type kiwi birds perched outside eating peacefully . A girl asked if I was going to get mad or angry, I was crying and said no, I was just finding the whole seen unbelievable beautiful and perfect and that it was hard to take , I was trying to release my heart to become one of the greater whole . As I did I realised we had all been dosed and we sat around loving eachother in calm and accepting ways . I realised that these people were just like me, but had just been living this way much longer and that it need not make me feel insecure or vulnerable, and that with time I to would be as at peace as they were . Then I woke up . Two crazy fucking dreams .
