I'm Alex and I'm 17. Some time ago something changed inside me. First time with psychedelic substance, high dose. I realised a lot of things, changed my view of life. Stopped being only materialistic, always sad and unhappy son of a bitch.(tbh this wasn't my original point of the trip, I was just extremely curious about visuals, biological aspect of that, how does this work and what so many people see in this ) As it was bad before it, it is still now, because I don't know any people with similar point of view, willing to talk about anything serious different than random every-day bullshit, or at least being open enough. My 'anti-sociality' doesn't help either. Hoping to fit in here
