DXM Story/Experience/Warning

Just wanted to post my experience with dxm for anybody who is thinking about doing it.

Im not going to type up about every time i used or describe each trip, but the last trip i ever had changed me forever.
Ive tripped around 10-12 times in my lifetime. always 1 bottle of either delsym or some type of tussin.

The story starts here :This would be my last time using, i wanted to go out with a bang and it would be my last time ever using. I took 2 bottles of delsym thinking it wouldnt be that bad. Then it hit.

I played video games for about half an hour then i felt that it was going to be a bad trip. I woke up in my bathroom, tripping so bad i couldnt look anywhere other than the ground or id get dizzy and sick. I was terribly afraid i was going to die because around 1100 of dxm is really high especially for someone like me (around 115lbs at the time).

I couldnt recognize my body or myself. When i looked at my body i got scared thinking who am i. For weeks after the trip i got scared even looking in the mirror. I honestly though i lost my mind. When my sister came in to talk to me (not knowing i was tripping) i got so scared of her, i didnt know who it was or why they were coming to me. I have to tell you, if you ever trip with that high a dosage please be around ppl you trust becuase in that state if someone would have messed with me i honestly can say i wouldve killed someone out of fear.

After the trip. I was fine for a week. Then i got really freaked out and sick for a few days, went to the hospital thats how ill i was, they told me i was fine. Went back 2 weeks later after panicking again, then they told me it was all in my head. What happened is the DXM gave me panic attacks because i think i was traumatized by the trip OR it brought out psychological issues in me. Because before i tripped, i never ever had one panic attack. I couldnt sleep for months, i was scared if i go to sleep ill die. I was afraid of going outside. I went to walmart and got scared of people around me. and i never felt like this before that trip.

I thought about suicide for a while because i though i was trapped in a dream (when you use DXM in high doses it feels dream like ). I thought either i was dreaming or i was stuck in a coma and killing myself would get me out of it. I also though for a while that everyone and everything around me was all just my mind making my environment for me. Like my mom and sister werent real they were just me pretending i had family. It was fucking nuts.

I still have fears of going long distances now and i used to love to travel, i now have to fight my way back to a normal life. DXM is not worth it in my opinion. When i was researching about my illness the weeks after my trip (to find comfort that there are others who had my experience) i read about people who lost their minds and did crazy things for months like paint cross's on their walls or pretend they were an astronaut, but after about 3 months they want perfectly back to normal (like me). Although i still have effects like noticable memory loss.


I would encourage anybody not to do this drug. Or any drug for that matter. I know this is the wrong place to say that. But after my experience id never wish anybody to go through what i went through. If you do trip, only do like 300 mgs or less. Its not worth ruining your life over.


Luckily, i am better now, besides the occasional panic attack but i no longer have insane thoughts or anything like that

 

I agree with not doing DXM, If you want to trip get some real psychedelics.

 

man fuck all thati had a friend who became skitzo off drinking 2+ bottles of robo every day......hes dead now

 

i used to do things like this,(delsym, benadryl-never again-) just because i always wanted to do psychedelics but didnt have then connects and i wanted to hallucinate just to see what its like. then i found the real shit >

 

*ahem* Your problem is you dosed enough for a fourth plateau trip. DXM is perfectly safe and fine in the 1-2 plateau range, and in the 3rd for an experienced tripper. 4th is for people who are very very very advanced or want to go crazy. Don't go there kiddies.

 

I tried it once and it just made it nearly impossible to talk, made my legs feel like rubber it was so uncomfortable and weird I couldn't even enjoy the high and spent most of it trying to sleep it off.