Hello, I just wanted to share my personal experiences using MDMA and ask you guys some questions too. Ive been experimenting with the substance since for a good 8 months now. The first thing I noticed since I started using the substance was that sometimes when you take it you're in the mood for a party, or hanging out with your friends at a club, and sometimes you just wanna be home. I was introduced to MDMA by my friends, they told me it was a "social drug", and actually, the first time I took it it was more of a conversational drug than a social drug, I was at a local club with my friends and all I wanted to do was just talking. Ive also noticed MDMA helps me reduce my fears of social dissaproval. When I take MDMA, I can literally talk to anyone about anything and feel great about it. I am a pack a day smoker, and another great thing i've found out about MDMA is that while i'm tripping on the substance, I don't feel like smoking at all. It's feels like I don't have the need of smoking a cigarette. I also happen to have deep toughts about my life and the things I want to achieve in it while rolling on MDMA. For all that, I think MDMA is a great substance, for me it's more like a therapy, what I wanna know is, will long term use of MDMA will help me quit my addiction to cigarettes and fear of social dissaproval after all?
Pretty much everything you said is true like it reduces your fears and makes you open up etc.. However, you mentioned long term use of it to cure your smoking. I would suggest not doing that as doing mdma often is not safe.
Quality first post, The answer to both your questions is possibly but no guarantee. I think you'll have better success with the latter issue though in the long run. I'm not neccesarily sure the discrepancy you're making with saying it was a conversational drug rather than a "social" drug, seems that is a large aspect of social interaction... Addiction is a pretty tough thing to shake with other drugs and not really any guidance but maybe one of your next times using Mdma devote a good portion of the experience listing reasons why you want/need to kick cigs and have a close friend with you perhaps.
I find it interesting that you don't smoke ciggarettes while you're on mdma. Most people I know chain smoke like crazy when they roll.
I found MDMA to be beneficial in those ways years ago when i started, i felt like it would turn me into the social person that would make friends easily (which is unusual for me if i go out to a club & drink) but after a few years i burnt my self out fairly badly, had a good break & even after a break of a few years i didnt get that magic back!!! i can kinda get the chatty magic type mdma effects back if i mix a bit of amphetamine with the mdma but yeah i gotta admit mdma is quite different from how it used to be when i first started! Enjoy the magic while it lasts
Ecstasy definitely helps open a person up and the euphoric feeling is overwhelming. It's an amazing experience to feel self-transcending love, but we have to be honest about ecstasy- most ecstasy is a complete mix of random chemicals with, of course, some real MDMA, but it can be harmful if you use it excessively. It effects the neuro-transmitter serotonin badly as well as your endorphins. If used too often, your serotonin levels can be damaged. And by depleting your serotonin, your taking a risk for depression, anxiety, irregular sleep and eating patterns. I would say to space out your usage, just a word of advice because ecstasy is dangerous. Psychedelics like LSD are much safer to your body and are not neuro-toxic. Take care and interesting post
So how has it helped you? In case you haven't noticed, being open and able to talk about anything isn't exactly an advantage in modern life. You'll get higher up the corporate ladder, your career and even some personal relationships by being closed and deceitful. Which is probably why the drug of choice for politicians, executives and careerpersons isn't MDMA or LSD but coffee and alcohol (and sometimes cigarettes).
