Ok, so, this is extremely difficult for me to explain.. i finally got ahold of some 20X. I just finished about 30 mins ago. What i saw was something i never imagined. This was playing during my whole trip. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irLkrmkkANw&list=FL9sUylHomUhS3CLXKHpnuGQ&index=2&feature=plpp_video"]From Home - Tycho - YouTube I don't even know where to begin, but first, i obviously smoked it with a butane torch and held it in as long as i could (probably about 20 seconds). i hit it twice, and after the second one i didn't remember anything i had just done. Nor do i remember anything that was happening between the time i exhaled and put the bong down. But when i started to become aware, i felt like i was being pulled to the right (which i now realize was just me slowly leaning to the right onto my bed), and as i was being pulled, i felt as if my face was being infused with the hardwood floor and the wall (i'm on an air mattress bed, i'm low to the ground) i have no memory of what happened during the transition to what happened next. I was no longer who i thought i was. I was somewhere that i literally cannot begin to describe, my memory of it is very very vague, but i remember that i was being pulled out of my little world and looking down at the big picture of the true nature of my existence (whether that's what it is or not, that's what i thought i was seeing), it looked like the back of someones head, and they had strips of "different lives" on something like a head dress. And who ever this head belonged to, i felt a strange non loving relationship between me and this "being". Felt more like just an "acquaintance" kind of relationship. It felt like this being was the ultimate form of myself, but it wasn't.. "me". I felt as though this being dropped my strip (my reality, i suppose), when he realized my state. Which makes me feel like this being was either looking through my eyes for who knows how long, or whatever else. That just what it seems like to me, given that once i entered this.... uhh.. place? I saw that my strip was dropped by this person. None of this makes sense, and it probably makes even less sense reading something i'm trying to explain that i don't even understand myself. But there you have it, i'm probably gunna give it a little while before i smoke the rest lol. Maybe i'll have a better understanding for my next trip.
Really cool and unique Trip report. It sounds like it started off like a fairly 'standard' Salvia trip but then when it developed I liked the way you described the strips of different lives of the being. Did the music play a role in your trip at all?
actually, the music didn't play that much of a role in the trip, in fact i dont even remember hearing it at the peak of the trip, but i really liked it when i started to come out of that place. i think i was trying to awkwardly dance to the music while laying down, but i felt kinda weak and just stopped.. and just layed there. i also remember saying positive things about everything, like "we're all happy man this is good" idk exactly but something to that effect. also, is it normal to become tired as shit after coming out of that? ever since then i've been pretty sleepy.
