Roger, You pushed your girlfriend away so that she would prove herself by begging you to take her back? I am not sure if I am reading this correctly or not. Why can't you apologise to her now?
So I had time to sit and think and talk with someone else from my past. It was nice to sit and talk. I do understand that the issues are his and his alone. The whole thing just sucks. He's really turned my head around and now I don't see him as I did before...how sad. I can at least say I gave of myself...and now I am going to do that same thing, give to myself, for me.