I was dead, I swear!

This weekend I went to a decent sized house party with my friends. It was the typical scene Im used to a little Edm a bunch of black lights and Uv reactive paint. There were probably about 200 people in this house all having a good time... Me and my friend whom I normally trip with (as Acid is our favorite chemical) both spent a few hours waiting for doses to arrive to the party. In the mean time I discovered some mephedrone and bought a few points and shared a line with two of my friends. To all you people who are thinking this already... I know mephedrone is the devil but I was kinda bored and figured a little bump wouldn't hurt...

About the same time as I finished doing a line our connect came with the blotter. perforated blotter with a GDF artwork on it ( pretty dank looking ) I imediately bought a ten strip and ate myself 4 or five splitting the rest up between my buddies.. ( I really like acid and wasnt too worried about that strong of a dose) within an hour or so I was defiantly tripping and found myself walking around kinda lost chilling a laughing with my buddies...

Two or so hours in I was experiencing full visual patters including morphing, melting, time lapses ect. The colors were so intense I would not find my way around where I was going and found myself lost and seperated from my friends. I was little more then a floating head. My auditory hallucinations were somewhat of and echoing rolling effect it kind of muffled out all noises and drew everything out. At this point I had no comprehension of time and so from this point on my time references are relatively useless.

At this point I was relatively uncomfortable as I began to experience A paranoia that everyone was talking about me. I soon after found myself vomiting in the bathroom due to stomach uneasiness. Two girls saw me puke as I didn't close the bathroom door and immediately began talking to after I was done. I could have sworn she was saying. "Do you feel good right now? huh ? you look like your dying. Are you having fun yet?" but at this point I was tripping so hard I cant be sure... Immediately after I felt like I was the laughing stock of the party and was uncomfortable where ever I went. Completely disoriented I lucked out by finding my buddy and having him show me the way outside. On my way down the stairs I felt like there were cop sirens outside and blue lights flashing everywhere. once I was able confirm that I was just tripping balls I made my way to the car where I could be alone.

I found myself sitting in the car using my jacket as a blanket while I sat in the dark. I became a black dot surrounded by and endless universe and I found myself trying to discover my new universe as I felt for sure I was dead. I called out " hello is anyone there who can help me?" but there was no answer. I thought to myself so Im alone for eternity the vast expanse waved out around me and I heard a echoing harp like noise. At least it was peaceful. I wondered how long things were going to be this way and then I realized I was still in my car. I was still not certain I was alive and decided I would cover myself over better with my jacket and try and take in some more.
I soon felt like I was dead again In a cold dark level of hell. The jacket I was using became a tattered rag just enough to keep only a little of my body warm at a time. It was a cold empty world and it seemed to draw on forever. I noticed a shadowy figure sitting against a wall near me and I said "do you know the time?" he raised he head and said no and then continued to sulk against the wall.(I later realized that this figure was my friend who had gotten in the car with me) I thought this was my punishment for all my wrong doings in life and found myself thinking please forgive me

Eventually I decided I wasnt going to die again realizing that I was still in my car. However as I layed back the door opened next to me and some people came and started to talk to me. They gave me water and put something around my neck that I thought was some sort of futuristic medical device. I thought these people were doctors but they ended up being my friends coming to the car to take me home. The ring around my neck ended up being a glowstick. They comforted me on the way home as I was cold (probably from being in the cold winters night for however long i sat in the car) My tripping buddy helped me cope with my thoughts as I tried to gather my thoughts
We got home and I was still tripping pretty hard but I was myself again and having a good time. Ive found myself trying comprehend everything I had experienced. It was defiantly a life changing experience and the best part is I managed to buy and stash an extra ten strip in my car before I lost my mind so I have doses saved away for later!
Any thoughts questions or comments?

 

Try tripping somewhere where is peaceful... nature is the best setting by far (lakes, mountains, snow, beach....) I mean to each his own but partys with a lot of people can be hard and unexpected things may happen.

 

^^that's probably a good point. coupled with the fact that it may have been a higher dose than you're used to.

sounds crazy intense though

 

mephedrone + lsd + house party = this

no mystery

 

I know I prefer a peaceful location to trip myself. However being in maine and it being freezing outside, our normal camping trips are out of the question. I want to clarify that I am not upset with the trip I had. It was epic and I learned a lot, I was scared for a while but It was worth it.
To mr. writer I know the mephedrone didnt help, I probably could have handled the house party had I not done that line.
My friend told me that My brain reprogrammed me as a crystal meth addict while I was tripping due to the High dose of lsd I took.... I really like that analogy.

 

Yup. I would've been a little more surprised if you had enjoyed it. Set and setting my friend.

 

I still did enjoy it though, it was such a priceless experience

 

I dont like acid at partys like that. Its good you found it to be positive.

would you eat four fire tabs again in a house with 200 people?

 

Sounds like a good experience to me. Any experience is a good experience if you survive it and learn something about yourself or the world around you.

 

terrible analogy IMO.

how is tripping on high dose LSD anything like being a crystal meth addict?

 

I would never trip at a party.

 

Wrong set and setting for that high of a dose. You were dying. Ego death.

 

He meant that the LSD had rewired his brain to that of a crystal meth addict due to the mephedrone line he did, and this is all an analogy to why doing a line of mephedrone before LSD is gonna make you feel strung out and shitty.

I'm also baffled at your dosage as well . . . four "dank" hits? 200 people house party? 4 dank hits and I don't know how to put my shoes on, or why people wear them, or why i would ever need to wear them, or that I am a being such that other beings like me wear them, much less navigate a place like that. 4 dank hits is total ego death territory. I've been here before though, taking LSD at a party, always dumb. Experiences like this teach you the respect

 

I respect lucy deffinatly. I just knew I could handle that many and I was trying to get puddled hard I needed an ego death. It straightened out my thinking

 

yeah man I probably will if its winter.... summer time means camping trips... good trips too:2thumbsup:

 

I think we have different opinions on what a good trip is.
That house party sounded like a horrible time. You had to go hide in the car.
imo you dont respect her. Not even a little bit.
Save your egoloss trips for a setting that you could benifit from.
your giving lsd a bad name.
Im not a dick, just giving my 2 cents.

 

^^ i sort of agree. if you're at a house party with 100s of people, i can understand taking a low dose for a more recreational trip, but if you are aiming for an ego loss, i don't understand why you would choose that setting

 

But you obviously couldn't handle that many, so have you learned nothing from this? I don't think you understand what "puddle" means, or what ego death is, because when it came and slapped you across the face, you had to go hide in a car. Because that's what being puddled is like. It means you are NOT in a state of mind to be in a huge house party. Stick to cocaine, MDMA, booze, pot, for those, leave high ego death LSD experiences for quiet indoors or secluded nature.

 

plain and simple not matter what your view is I did learn from that experience. yes... I would have much rather had such a trip deep in the woods on a camping trip however that was not possible. Mr. writer Im sorry but coke booze MDMA or pot as a substitute for Acid is almost insulting. I dont mind losing my shit every now any then. Midwestcaveman I respect your opinion but disagree you can benefit from a high dosage of lsd In any setting regardless. There is no such thing as a bad trip just one you are not yet ready to experience. Im am sorry everyone but when my coveted girlfriend shows up at a party Im definitely going to trip... every time I have the option. In the woods, at a festi, at a party, at work, at the mall... Hell, in order to completely view the world in its raw state you have to do so everywhere. Good bad or indifferent. sadly our world is quickly becoming less nature and more manmade. So in order for me to understand the world I have to do so both in nature and in the product of this virus we call the human race. Look at it however you want, say I dont respect her. I know that my quest to obtain enlightenment is ever going and pursued with a passion like no other. Im not sorry if my view do not match yours, we most likely come from a different era in history. Its all about what it is to me, and to me acid is a positive no matter the context. sure I have had some adulterated trips in unfriendly settings however I have not looked at those in a negative way, I learned something, I experienced something that otherwise was not possible, I had a memorable time that I will never forget, hate it or love it I don't care I was privileged enough to experience it that night. I have fortunately been privileged enough to experience her wonders many times

 

check out this video from ram dass.. it is pertinent to what you said on LSD (towards teh end). https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hW6Dm_m5t4"]Richard Alpert (Ram Dass) on LSD - YouTube