Acid binge

Yeah, I'm going to be fine. does OP mean original poster or something? With those other substances, I did them occasionally (with the meth I thought it was speed when I got it...wasn't) so I don't think they caused my issues.

when I think about it real hard I kind of do know what's going on. I took a shitload of acid when I had a lot of spare time, and being on acid you think a lot...and I thought a lot about my life I guess, and I came to the conclusion that it was a bit depressing and I was a lazy motherfucker. Just having 3 weeks off mostly and taking acid 3 times a week at one point..well, it was a nice little escape from reality. Then I quit weed cold turkey, stopped taking the old anti depressants I was on and I just sort of crashed. I have to get back to the norm now and I'm finding it tough...I feel like an idiot making this post now haha I know I'll be okay, just gotta keep healthy and positive.

 

using acid to escape reality.. I think I never heard of that so far.

you'll be fine soon if you live healthier, meditate and find some uplifting smoke if you find it too hard to stop.

the moral of the story is - don't use low doses of acid cuz that's the only way it'll help you to escape reality !

 

hey well i got a story for you here based on personal experiance ....
i started doing acid when i was 20 after my first trip i fell in love with the drug... i purchased 100 hits of it and dosed 2 blotters a day every day
i looked at it as if it was a tool to expend my councioussnes personality and then i got to the point where everything started feeling like its to much already weed lost its taste, let me tell you that much i smoked on daily bases a gram a day and the high was always fun and one day it just hit me so hard it felt like my head was going to blow up !!! At that point i was high on acid 3 months straight i had the same amount of negative feelings as you do so i decided to get my head straight for few days and started to feel like there was a part of me missing like it was under construction anyway you might think what did a guy do next ... stop using chilled hoped for the best nope not me ... i went out got me an ounce of mushrooms some DMT and SALVIA and start playing with something different the things that went on in my head are amazing scary and so many other things that i just dont have the words for .... anyway i noticed i was experiancing reality in a different way the same day every day wasnt exactly the same any more so once i got through my mushrooms DMT salvia and couple of good bottles of whisky and couple of more doses of acid one night i felt like my head just exploded and then this most amazing feeling came with it, like i was free but with so much more knowladge now iam 24 years old i have experianced the wild side in those 4 years of doing psychodelics i have changed a lot but iam thankfull for the knowledge and changes that came with it best one in those 4 years of me running around nutz is that i changed my job from making 30K a year to 70K just started using my head a lil more and things that at one time seemed impossible turned out to be fairly easy and possible um hope my spelling isnt to bad and this helps you a little you will be fine just look for the positives and all you need is a change a tiny change ....
I have recently stopped doing a lot of the drugs i have done before and i tried a lot of different things in my life not proud of all of them but it was a part of me for some time .... Now days i only do Acid once every while (tonight) was a good night and some DMT every once and then and mushrooms once a year ill drop those ..... and iam 99% sure none of it ever damaged me it all depends on your head just dont let it break you try to digest it as it comes.... I will write a book about it one day lol but yeah in 4 years time i did about 500 - 600 strong doses of acid couple of grams of DMT couple of grams of SALVIA couple of ounces of mushrooms some cocain loads of MDMA loads of 2C-'s couple of pounds of 420 and other things that i am not going to name started at 17 now iam 24 i can proudly say iam clean dont smoke got my life together looking around at people i was growing up with iam doing better then 99% of them and i never finished high school probably only thing i missed out on but i will get my diploma one day just dont need it at this point ehh i think that is it lol c ya

 

You don't know that meth is speed and even after using LSD to excess you've been "DARE"d so far up the ass that you still associate the words "acid" and "escape".

No, the problem here is you+any drugs.

 

well meth is refined speed or some shit, either way I don't really know too much about it so why would I want to do it? I don't really like touching that kind of stuff. Though the same could be said about acid, but at least I know now. And I'm not permafried. And so what if I use acid and escape in the same sentence? Because that's what it felt like really, for 3 and a half weeks it felt like a holiday in my head, because I didn't really work much, just see the people I wanted to and enjoyed the shit out of movies, food, conversation and life. But then after the acid I got some depressing thoughts, because I thought about my current life situation and I wasn't happy. So I've made slight changes now and I'm feeling better about stuff. I just needed to push through, stop sooking and get on with things.

RooRshack, I think you just feel like being a ****. Drugs and me are fine, except when I don't look into them when I do a lot of them. Which I'll make sure to do in the future if there's something I want to do a lot of and frequently. But I doubt that's going to happen.

 

It's not "refined speed", and you not knowing this DOES mean you should not take any amount of either drug. It's never acceptable to take a drug without a good idea what it does and why.

It sounds, to me, like LSD did to you what it's renowned and valued for.