Everytime is smoke pot i go on his negative trip of mine, Very rare i get a happy high.. This is been happening since the last year. Even with hashish or weed, both of them i get on this negative high. I took a break from smoking since june, I have come to the UK to study now.. Few days back my friends came down to visit me and they got some really good quality weed.. So i was like why not - and then again i went on this really big negative thoughts about my past. Even the current moment, Like i get this voice speaking inside mean and telling me where did i mess up or even i like small few things like i should have walked up to that girl...its either my head is clear and getting voices from things i neglected in life or its just another negative thought pattern.. I can understand which is right or wrong. When i'm sober i dont think of any of those things which i felt when im high. Sometimes i just feel like im losing the plot. What should i do? i really do enjoy smoking but i guess these negative thoughts just put me off.. I started smoking hash about 3 years ago and i really enjoyed but now i just can't seem to like it.
maybe smoke when you're in a better mind set.. marijuana will increase your emotions.. negative or positive.. it don't matter.. its not like marijuana is a happy pill.. its a psychoactive.. and its gonna run off of whatever you feed it.. seems like while you're high you're reflecting on your previous life.. and current situation.. maybe you need to change things up if you're not happy
Yeah, I get these negative, paranoid thoughts when I smoke from time to time as well. It's mostly right after I just finish smoking, usually out of a bong. I focus on shit that I've done, or on certain inadequacies I feel that I have. I'll feel that people are talking about me or are out to get me. It usually goes away after about a half hour. The great thing about the weed high is that you can always, with just a little bit of effort, redirect your thoughts and think of things that are equally positive.
Weed can magnify self-doubt. There's probably not a stoner alive that hasn't experienced this from time to time... 'specialy when you've been stressin' and you finally score some killer nugs, your tolerance is low, then you end up smoking too much.... Heavy introspection ensues... 's a'ight...'s good for ya. Don't worry, you'll get your callous old self back in no time. ZW
mind over matter. whatever you do, just remember all you are smoking is pot. that's all. just remember that you're high, and that's awesome. enjoy it, ride it out - dont let your bad feelings spoil it for you. in the end, when you're sober, you're going to wish you had enjoyed the pleasantness of the high rather than waste it with paranoia and fear. ease yourself, dim the lights and listen to some good tunes. s'what i do!
Many of the threads you have started have to do with having negative thoughts after doing this drug, or that drug..... No offence, but I doubt it's the drugs at fault here. You are having some negativity issues, hidden or not and maybe the drugs are causing them to surface, but it's not the drugs causing them...... You probably need to change some things around in your life. Usually the case with negative vibes.
Stop smoking Cannabis for the time being. Then work on training yourself to react less negatively to environmental stimuli. Then slowly re-introduce Cannabis. I stopped smoking years back because it turned all negative. Then in the mean time I spent incredible amounts of time and energy engaging in both professional and self psychotherapy. And from what I recall, the last time I smoked Cannabis, I did not have one negative thought. The only reason I don't smoke it now is that I don't know anyone who smokes the stuff. Or else I would likely partake occasionally.
I quit smoking for years, because of similar thoughts. I suggest getting to the root of the problem, heavy distraction if you must smoke, or quitting for now. Like watch happy movies, youtube, etc. to get out of the funk.
I get those thoughts 50% of the time I suppose, usually the first buzz of the day. I dont worry to much about it, I remind myself that I'm high and if I wasnt high I wouldn't be thinking the same way. It gets a little annoying, but if you can, try taking something positive from the negativity. Something I try to do is when I'm doing my daily bits n pieces is think about how you would feel about what your doing when you get high later, eg if I feel road rage now and start getting aggressive,I think about how I will feel later about my aggression when i get high, so to avoid negative feelings when I'm high I consentrate on avoiding the possibilty when I'm not high. Fucked if I know if this post makes sense but fuck it, it'll do.
I used to have negative thoughts while smoking weed too. It was like taking a magnifying glass and holding it up over all that was wrong with me. I enjoyed it for a while. I would get high by myself and sit there and think about all my negative qualities, feel like shit about them, and really just delve into that feeling. I did this for a few months, then I cut waaaay back on weed. And I worked on myself; I worked on all the flaws I discovered about myself during my extended negative trip on weed. And I didn't really start smoking weed again until I was happy with myself. Weed can be a great tool towards becoming a better person. Theres just a point where you can't let it control your thoughts. You have to be able to put it down at some point and say, "okay, I used the magnifying glass, and now I know what I need to do and I don't need the magnifying glass for a while," because at some point it just becomes counterproductive.
i used to get those same thoughts .. almost every time i smoked. it's mostly because my whole life i've associated smoking with being bad, i only started smoking when i got to college and i only did it on occasion. nonetheless, i realized it was the association i had with pot in my head, not the reefer. you gotta find whats on your mind and let it out man, free your soul..
I used to be exactly like this when I first started smoking. It's all just fear..that's where the negativity comes from. To have a happy high from weed, you have to slow down. Breathe deep and take your time. Weed will definitely magnify how you feel on the inside. Your still awakening out of the ego, but the key to enjoying yourself with weed and even without weed is to stop analyzing life and pay attention to life. When your walking down the street, don't just walk and think about random things, but actually pay attention to your footsteps on the ground, the wind on your skin, the sounds you hear, your hand on the door handle. This will relax you beyond understanding. Don't think, just be. Take life easy, Vontae
