If the minimal bad outweighs all the extensive good in the moment in which in truly matters...then all that good goes to waste? Why is it we always focus on the small bad as oppose to the thousand miles of good.. what a mind fuck. Im sick of ungreatful people. Im sick of shitt falling apart. Im sick of people dumping their issues on me and then treating me like shitt for it! Im sick of family issues. Im sick of feeling like this. More than that Im sick of the sick lonely feeling of not having someone to console me (ie partner, lover.. anyone who cares about me with a penis). I hate being lonely. If you all saw my face, how I appreciated life by carrying on and being geniunly positive and greatful, you would never know how many times Ive been shattered inside and broken, how many bullets Ive taken and how many punches Ive survived. (metaphorically).
