So far ive been managing to fuck up just about everything i try. Havent been able to hold down a job for more than 6 months, got kicked out of the airforce, OSU, and im still failing classes at community college. Even my parents don't think i can take care of myself and are setting up a trust fund for me.
my bosses were yelling at me for shit i didn't do, but instead of just taking the bullshit i ended up getting angry and walked out of one job and gave 2 weeks notice for the other.
Sounds like you have no motivation for anything. No motoivation and no ambition in life has always made me not give a shit about the little things. Its hard to work a job you dont care about when the wages are shit and money is stolen from you everytime you look at the paystub to see the taxes that are being takin out. School is not for everyone, you have you care, to make it. I dont need to know why you were kicked out of the airforcse or OSU but maybe you need to keep your innner emotions in the bag and suck it up? You need to hold your job and deal with the shit to save something to move on. You dont have to join the service, you dont have to go to school, but at least hold your job and save some cash to do something you will enjoy. Are you fucking up on purpose because you are not doing what you want with your life and you are trying to escape? Or are you really fucking up and getting a string of bad luck? Some people who dont care will say its bad luck or whatever but its really their attitude that has driven them to where they are. Keep your job bro, you need a paycheck regardless to make it in this fucked up world where $ is the thing that keeps us alive. Take a long walk in the street, look at the sky, question your actions, smoke a bowl, chill, enjoy life, keep your job.
i know this is a drug-friendly site, but have u been using (abusing) something that is causing u to 'fuck up'. your 22, same age as u are, i did OK at comm college this year, but have been able to hold my job even tho i make very little. i think the long walk is a good idea. looking in the sky is good too. sometimes i close my eyes and pray to who or whatever higher being is out there and thank them i was born in the United States, a country filled with opportunity and FREEDOM. i think about children in india sold into sex slavery, children in africa who cant sleep b/c they are worried they will get shot in their sleep, and those in North Korea stuck inside of a prison camp for not worshiping their leader as if he were god. what OPPORTUNITY do they have?? weve all fucked up, youre good man, keep that head up and keep a job, like broonysaid sometimes u have to grit ur teeth to maintain that paycheck. b easy and go take that walk!
Dude you got kicked out of ohio state university? I would fucking kill to be able to go to a place like that, along with thousands and thousands of other kids. Get your shit together mate!!!!! Its not to late
it was osu newark not main campus. But i think you guys are right. I just need to suck it up and try harder. Stop using my depression and suicidal thoughts as an excuse. thanks for the replies, gives me something to think about.
unless you plan on being self employed your whole life.. i suggest you suck it up.. grow the fuck up.. and deal with getting yelled at a little better instead of running off like a little bitch.. sounds like when shit gets rough or dont go your way you puss out.. pussy
i am a "fuck up" but i choose not to look at it in that light...i am a "unique individual" and a "trendsetting rule bender" at least you don't have a criminal record, my friend. the other facets, I can relate - definitely have to just put your head down and plow through the BS. Which sucks when you see people around us our age that seem to fly through life with ease and so much support from anywhere they look to receive it. your parents are also setting up a trust fund for you...that's another huge advantage you've got
the guy above me is right man, yes i've got into trouble w/ the man, but i dont have a record i was lucky. BUT, i was working at walmart, figured i was going to get fired soon, (to hire someone for a lesser wage and no benefits, those cheap bastards), so i quit, went to cali to live w/ my friend in mendocino. couldnt find a job out there, had to live in the state park rainbow kid style, learned how to make jewelry, moved back to FL, couldnt find a job here, and got kicked out. now i live in a tent in the woods w/ an alcoholic dude, sell jewelry on the street -im a rich bum - and dont have a job. hey life is how you look at it man, in some ways its awesome living like this, in some ways it fucking sucks. but its what you make of it. i know i can get back whatever i had before cuz im smart, and you can get back what you had, just motivate yourself
I guess I could say I'm a fuck up.....I failed college twice, and the longest job I had was a workstudy job because they could not fire me unless I did something bad enough to get thrown out of the college in general. I usually get fired for being too slow, and not always getting things right away and because I'm weird so I guess I freak some employers out or something but I have never been told what it is about me thats weird. I just need a laid back job and it would be all good.
most people go through a similar amount of bullshit throughout their lives. some people are just better at dealing with it than others in other words: suck it up, pussy
no shit me too. If you find yourself in COLLEGE next to a HOMELESS on the left and a CRACKHEAD on the right, you know that school sucks. This is Sinclair Community College. in Dayton
I used to be a fuck up.... I think you need to find your "place" in life. I'm still unsure of mine, but I think that doing what I'm doing is leading me to find out... Take everything as a learning experience...it all shapes you in some way.