i remember what being in love was like...

and i miss it.

It was almost 2 years ago, and the honeymoon period only lasted a few months.

i miss the connectedness, the longing, the feeling that anything was possible. the total faith in 'us'.

i wish things would have went differently, but she cheated on me and i just cant get over it. things dont feel the same.

for a long time now ive been bitter. finally i feel my heart soften, perhaps ready to let someone else in.

however, im concerned that im becoming lonely... i dont want to meet someone and mistake the first connection as love just because im lonely.

namely, im concerned that these feelings i have toward my bestfriend aren't real...

 

I dont remember. Feels bad.

 

I get a feeling of immense confusion with some hot sex scenes in the middle of it all.

 

If there's a noticeable honeymoon period, it just doesn't seem like a good relationship to me. I don't get it.

(PS, I know and apologize that my post was so tangential)

 

I remember only two well:banghead:

 

I also remember. Young love for me though. Sometimes there people I wish I never met.

 

Love is something I have experienced in patches, the most recent a couple of years ago - though (sadly) I feel it was, and bound to be, "long ago, and far away"