Not sure what to do anymore.

I've been hurt so many times by people.... feel like I can't trust any more. Basically my entire high school believes rumors that were spread about me (seriously horrible rumors) and I'm continuously tormented about it. My "friend" turned on me because she thought I had a crush on her and she freaked out about it. I beat depression once, but it's coming back hard, and this time I have nobody to help me through it. I'm terrified about the future. I'm not trying to sound whiny or anything... sorry if it comes across like that.

But now I can't relate to people. If someone does start to talk to me I panic. I don't want to be hurt any more. I just want to get up and run away. I feel like I kill the mood of people I'm around, but I can't help it. I have no friends, and with people avoiding me like the plague I don't think I'll be getting any, and I'm hurting alone with nobody to lean on, even just a little.

If anybody has any advice they'd like to give me, I'd appreciate it very much. I'm sure there are others who have been through similar times.... And sorry for venting on you guys.

 

Been there.... doing that.

Don't be sorry for venting, we all need an outlet.

 

high school sucks


but real life is worse lol


welcome to hipforums

 

Ditto.

Ditto. And...

Ditto.

What about your family? They're stuck with you. Try reaching out to them for support. This can be difficult if your going through puberty, I guess. If I were there I'd give you a great big hug! (Unless u smell bad)
:love:

 

Your friend was no real friend if she turned on you. Can u meet people outside of the ones in your H.S.? I've been in a similar situation, I jus said Fuck em all...and went and did things on my own, I even moved out of the area I grew up in to get away from the idiots.I'd rather be alone than deal with people like that.
Try to fight off your depression, meditate, take up a hobby. Hope all goes well for you.
Peace

 

we can break free, there is another path
the path you build for yourself
the path that takes you away from others and into yourself
the path of discovering the divine within


i don't know what these rumours are but maybe you wanna put someone in their place even if you are a bit of a weakling, most people in groups are pussies deep down when they try and act tough.

 

I agree with the first part, but not the second.

D-B, "Real life" can be pretty amazing - more good than bad, beautiful at times. But you have to take some care with yourself, work on resilience (vs. hardness) and strength (vs. aggression). One day at a time.

Glad you found a place to say what's going on.

:sunny:

 

I would try my best to ignore what is being said around you first. Do not let it get to you, put the thought away immediately and concentrate on what you are to be doing.

Always be pleasant and nice to everyone even the ones that try to hurt you. Take people at face value and do not try to read into their mind or second guess anyone.

If someone wants to be your friend, that's okay. Let them in or don't. It doesn't matter because you pick your friends, right ? Friends don't pick you. Keep moving forward with your life and never stop to wonder why people are jerks. People are who they are, nothing you can do about that. You need to keep going ahead everyday, never backward or stagnant.

This is just a short time, concentrate on your dreams. Make them real, that is the ultimate goal. These people are just stuck in the "now" and you need to move past them and get busy with the future.

 

you got a couple of yrs and then you're out of high school and all the bullshit attached to it. Forget thoes Losers, they have little to nothing in their lives so they make yours miserable.

After you leave HS, you dont have to look back, just go forward and be the best person you can be. It was like that for me too. I just didnt fit in with the In Crowd and they were the meanest untill I left school and followed my own path.

Later thoes same asshats tried to befriend me bc I found my nitch and lasting friendships in a cool crowd and they all came running to me like I was their Goddess. I blew them off and my crowd blew them off and I lived happily ever after

sh

 

What should you do:

Start to meditate
do allot of sports
buy a pet animal (dog)

Dont bother what others thinks about you. If you will follow the steps above you will be happy in no time.
just pleas dont turn to drugs. i may be just 14 years old but i know many people like you turned to drugs because of their depression

Peace And Love !

 

Talk to someone-- a family member if there is one you can really open up to. If not, look for a counselor or a real friend.
We are all flawed human beings-- so sometimes people do let us down. If you convey what you're feeling to someone who really cares, they'll try to be supportive and even if they don't always do exactly the right thing, knowing they're trying will make you feel a bit better. Look at the people on this forum, for example. They don't know you're and are still trying to help so people do care about each other.
And don't be too hard on yourself. Lots of us go through the same trip.