OH MY GOD! when I read your post I freaked. Dude that happens to me all the time. And I'm not even high when it happens! it's kinda cool actually. haha
That has happened to me too,but only 5 times (maybe). the feeling have just come to me and lasted for 4 seconds maybe in that time i didnt feel i belonged there , where i were, in my family... usch .. did not like that feeling! very very wierd........
i completely get that, especially when i read! Sometimes i get so lost in mind that My eyes will look at my hands holding the book and I am completely shocked. Like the hand and my body are alien to me. I then move a pinky or something to make sure I haven't gone completely mad, although sometimes I dont and enjoy basking in my madness. ....\ I've said to much!! blast!
its not cool, its scary, happens once in a while for about the last couple years now almost, at work, at home, mostly at night, but at work if not at night, feel like youre gonna maybe loe consciousness maybe but arent, realize youre alive and human and you kinda start freaking out sorta, but only inside, you try looking around you and try to realize that youre just alive like all the other ppl around you see and try to calm back down, only lasts a few minutes, its crappy, hands shake somewhat afterwards for a little while ill have to check out that depersonalization thingy on google or something hmm.,. anyone know causes for it ? triggers ? seems like it doesnt happen except at night when trying ot go to sleep almost, or am at work focused on working, will just happen out of the blue for no reason, hmm
i know the feeling, remembered looking in the mirror when i was young and everything blurred and refocused then i felt that i was looking at my self's self, in a way. it was more vivid when i was young but i still feel the 'experience' i feel for me that it's some sort of overlap in my councousness, the layers swaying in the wind. but beyond that i don't understand much more.. it's a good cool feeling though, not freaky at all
i know exactly what you mean, that happens to me all the the time, just like you descibed, it happens to me at least twice a week.
Hell yeah. I don't think I've been completely here for years; ever since I decided that my life is boring until I get out of high school. Till then, It's energing myself in books and the internet. And the random occasions where others like me are involved. A toast to the countless hours spent with friends at Barnes and Noble. Tripping on knowledge.
That happens to me ALL the time. Just the other day I was sitting here at the computer and I suddenly felt like my soul (spirit, whatever) left my body. Everyone else who was here with me suddenly looked and sounded like they were far away. And I felt almost like I was floating. A lot of people jokingly ask me "What were you smoking at the time?" but seriously, I've never tried anything that would make me feel that way.