I am 19 and still a virgin. I am mostly straight but I have more than a passing interest in other men as well. I'll have to wait and see I suppose. I have OCD that goes from quite mild to moderate depending on how much I can mentally overcome my compulsions, obsessions, and fears. My main OCD obsessions are those of contamination which poses a problem. I am aroused by the idea of me performing oral on a woman or a man but I don't know if I could actually do it unless I can overcome my fear of germs etc. The same with actual intercourse. Any ideas or advice on how I can overcome this? Thanks
the only way you can overcome any sort of OCD is to do what you hate doing. There's actually a psychiatrist that makes his patients that are germaphobes pee on their hands. It's sanitary AND it works. Anything like that would work though. Try going a day or 2 without showering for a while.
When you finally get a willing participant who wants you to go down on them that will be your chance to break through that behavior. Conditioning therapy.