Some advice about tripping.

To really get the advice I need I have to explain quite a bit about myself. Probably way more than I am comfortable sharing. When I was 18 I ate a retarded amount of mushrooms over an ounce. It caused me to have an extreme mental break down. I spent 4-5 months in psychiatric hospital with drug induced schizophrenia. I was pretty fuct up after that amount of mushrooms at such a young age. I have had a very hard life. Been on my own since I was 15. Involved in drugs and all sorts of badness. While in the hospital they had me on lots of different types of meds that just fuct me up way worse than helped me. I left against medical discretion. I met a woman 8 years older than me and had a child with her. She has since killed herself and my daughter is with her mother. My daughter is in the best place. Her grandmother is very very wealthy. My daughter Hope has her own horse and is a very happy good child who I dont see. My whole life I have hustled to make money. Jobs here and there nothing very serious. I sometimes wasnt the nicest person in my pursuit of money for drugs. Thats what mattered to me mostly in life. Getting and staying high. Life has never had any meaning to me. Its just been an existence. Through out my life relationship's with women have never mattered to me. Which is super fuct up. Im a totaly sweet heart women love me. Its just I rarely have any feelings for a woman. About 4 years ago I met this girl who I fell head over heels in love with. It was a really fuct up messed relationship. She has super controlling issues, but its like I loved it. She was good for me about certain things tho. I rarely do hard drugs since meeting her and have maintained a job for most of the time. Shit ass jobs but Im there every day working. We were suppose to get married last friday. We broke up in May. I spent most of the summer all fuct up over her. She married some next man even before our wedding date was set. Right before I met this girl I started doing something that for the first time in my life I had a passion for. Growing mushroom's. I hate tripping since I have been growing 4 years ago I have tripped twice on a very minimal dose of mushrooms. 1 gram or so. I hated them. Eating mushrooms made me very violent and made me feel really disgusting. I hate tripping on them but absolutely love growing them. The question I have and reason I have for writing this huge block o' text is this. I have 200 blotter's coming to me latter this week. They are about 120mcg(actual) hits and I am contemplating taking 1-2 of them. My brother has never tripped and he wants to have a break thru trip 4-5 hits. I dont know if I should take some or not. The drug addict in me is screaming take them, but something else is holding me back too.

What do you think? If you were me would you take some? How many?

 

don't you have access to benzos to cancel out the trip? if you're having issues with craziness on psychedelics best to start low on the acid.

 

I never even thought of that. I have a script of ativan I havent filled. Ill do that before I decide to take some if I do

 

If your brother has never tripped before he probably shouldn't be taking 4-5 hits (assuming it's decent strength acid).

 

I second trick's opinion. Though everyone is different, my friend took 3 the first time and had an uncomfortable trip. Not terrifying by any means just uncomfortable. I have a great time on 1 or 2. I like to take one and go out on the town

 

I would reccomend staying clean. It looks like you have an addictive personality and if you are getting that many and take some, you might want to take them all and screw up the good you have going by tripping too much. Keep above the water dude.

 

A part of me thinks that maybe you should take 4-5 hits it might just be crazy enough to work!

but a bigger part of me says "get some education and get out of the drug game slowly"

 

Yeah, his bro's gonna be :dontspillmeman: on 4-5 hits.

 

I stupidly left my brother with one of my boys from when I was big into drugs and acid. My dumbass friend is telling my brother about how many hits I use to take at once. Now my brother thinks hes a super star and nothing I say I will convince him otherwise. Ive tried telling him its a bad idea.

Im trying to tell him 2-3 is better than 4-5

There is no way I will do all those hits. 15 years ago there would be that worry. Thats not who I am anymore.

I live very close to you. You going to babysit me? Ive thought the same thing. Maybe a really large dose could help.

 

Descision's Decision's

 

I'd take a significant dose for yourself if you are to take them at all, taking 1-2 hits may very well elicit that disgusting feeling you got from low dose mushrooms.

Taking 4-5 hits now when your brain is fully developed and you have some experiences to draw upon probably will do you a world of good.

 

Plain white blotter. I had that back in 1985 when I was in high school. It was the first acid I'd taken and one of the best. I can only think of two other prints that matched it in strength and were as clean.

If this is anything like the plain white blotter that was going around in the 80's I'd be nervous about taking two hits. I'd love to get hold of some of that.

 

I'd take more than 2 hits based on my two hits of White blotter in 2008.

 

Yea these hits have been going around for a couple years now. They are about 130-140 MCG

 

So I gave my friend a hit last night. I waited til his trip was over. I have this scale of LSD MCG compared to trip. These hits are reported to be 130-140MCG, but by my friends trip and according to the scale I think they are more around the 90-110 MCG range. Stronger than most blotter going around but not the strength I am use to. These hits are much thicker than any blotter ive ever encountered, and ive encountered alot in my life. No these are not DOX hits either its LSD just on thick blotter.

 

I'm not sure how you can subjectively tell 110 mcg from 130 mcg but Most LSD blotter tested in recent times falls within the 30-80 Mcg range fyi.

 

Here is a guide to lsd amounts and the buzz felt at different dosages. My friend told me he felt very disorientated. He said it felt about 1.5 grams of mushies and felt disorietanted things were getting weird on him. According to this thats about 90-110MCG.

This is not my scale.

20 mics- threshold, and some people see visuals, some dont. I personally do very easily.

30 mics- threshold, same

40 mics- obviously tripping a little bit but again, some people wouldnt see visuals.

60 mics- = The typical low quality blotter. Tripping, but in my opinion nothing like even one gram of shrooms. It makes for a good time though. Lasts longer than a gram of shrooms.

90 mics- This is where it starts getting weird, because it is most certainly more intense for some people than a gram of mushrooms.

110 mics- like a gram and a half of mushrooms. A hit of some really good lsd.

150 mics-For alot of people this is quite amazing and intense. Obvious and interesting for anyone who is not a vegetable.
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(incraments I mention will stay the same but the effects of upping it 50 mics becomes more intense than above the line.

200 mics- equal to about an 8th of mushrooms, (or more for some people).

250 mics- scares the living daylights out of some people, yet some people handle it really well, much like an 8th of mushrooms. This is the dose at which I have witnessed someone become very confused. He could "see" but he didnt know where he was(in his best friends driveway). When the comedown started, he was fine, and he became a rockstar. It was one of the best experiences of his life. (thats what I get for tripping with people around for the first time in a long while) Me and one friend had to talk this guy down for about a half hour.

300 mics- your getting into heavy territory. Still not considered by most to be a heavy dose, but thats only because they know where most people including themselves draw the line if they are experienced. Its alot like 250 mics though.

400 mics- most people would never take this much unless they knew the acid they have in their possesion and really wanted to get pretty far out there.
This is why you dont see 200+ mic hits around.

500 mics- pretty much where even some of the most experienced people draw the line. Your vision is almost completely enveloped by fractal patterns, and if you were to stare at some pavement or something, it looks like you can see to the end of eternity. Miles and miles of visual depth.

700 mics- most people who talk of taking a ten strip usually dont have very potent acid(though it is good), so 550 to 700 is where they end up. This is also where "more acid" becomes less important because the effects are very similar to an even higher dose.

1000 mics- Most people will never go there. If you had a "two hits and you are floored" type of lsd, or 100 mics and up hits, this is where a ten strip would put you. You basically cant see anything but visuals, your mind as a whole is infinately connected with its self and your external environment. Amazing things happen on this dose no matter what. It would scare most people shitless. Some people will think they are dieing. Many would end up dialing 911 if they were alone and could read the numbers on the phone.

1500 mics- is almost exactly like 1700 mics. 1700 mics being the most I have ever done. Very few people have used this much lsd.
It is VERY psychologically dangerous for some people to do this. You can no longer really see your own hand in front of your face. Your cognition and vision are both bathed in the same light. Some people forget to breath frequently, and id imagine alot of people would pass out. You will loose your ego, but you will meet many organizers of human cognition in this egoless place. They are much smarter than human beings. "they" *are self conscious neurology.
They are the mathematicians behind consciousness and even the visuals themselves.
A dose 700 mics and above will show anyone some very profound things. Doses like 500 mics and above have changed many lives in both positive and negative ways. Still, it is no more threatening than mushrooms. So dont get me wrong.

 

Judging by your scale, I'd say that most of the acid in the 80's was in the 110-150 mcg range. Even the shitty 4-way acid on over sized blotters was easily 90 mcg's.

The most I've ever taken was three hits of golden musical notes, and the effects were similar to what you described at 500 mcg's. I also got similar effects from one hit of something that I suspect was DOx because it lasted for 20 hours.

Of course, this is just a subjective opinion using your scale as a guide.

 

Well I just ate 1.5 hits of :lsd:

My brother is tripping with me. Im actually in a good mind set about this trip. I unfortunately dont have any sort of anti psychotic or benzo.

Send some good vibes for me please that its a pleasant good trip

 

Sending some positive vibrations over to Canadia. I hope its an enlightening experience for you, man.