and having a big, enormous nervous breakdown. Seriously. I was laying in my bed for like an hour, shaking and feeling nauseus. *sigh* I have my geography exam on Wednesday. First and foremost, I hate geography. I have always hated geography, and always will. It simply does not make any sense to me. I've spent the last four years of my uni career learning that there is no absolute truth at any point in the universe, and now here I am having to learn all the absolute truths about geography. *sigh* So I'm screwed. I need to go to school and a copy of last year's exam, but I'm so shaky and freaked out that I can't even move... I'm finally eating some soup, it's the only thing I doubt I'll vomit back up. Anyway this thread has no real point, just me freaking out.
just think good thoughts... you will do fine. its when you stress out, and feel youll fail is when you do, and you still have some time left to prepare... BREATH! its ok... *hugs*
I've always thought that part of the reason people don't catch on to certain classes/subjects is because they feel they're inept at the subject and over time have given up. I just try to remember that just about every class is nothing more than "memorizing facts and equations". Hope you do well, and I hope you start to feel better. I hate being that upset and unsettled.
Thanks you guys... you're all so sweet. I think I'm gonna get changed and head over to the school. It's about a 20 minute walk, so I think that will help with the stress a little bit. My boyfriend just reminded me, as well, that this exam wednesday is a mid-term, so even if I do badly on it I still have from January to April to turn it around. I'm still freaking out, but in a more focussed way. But thanks for all the niceties
You see .... university has made you worry more about how well you do and less about what you take from the course. Akademgorodok, everyday you seem more and more god-like.
I'm sure the walk to the library will help you feel better. Going for walks defiently helps me out. Even though you cannot stand goegraphy, just think that this is a very small obstacle to the "big picture" of why you are going to school. You are a very smart person and I know you will do fine. You will feel soo much better after you get this done. Sending you *positive vibes*.................. ~namaste~
