HELP! Reoccuring experiance with LSD

hi. just thought id share my mind and see if anyone has any insight for or a same experiance.

I know LSD opens doors to the unseen, the realms u cant pick up, and into yer innerself. to help u see yer demons or yer problems or your pride and glory.

but the thing is, when i trip anymore even if its 1 hit, this same scene will pop into my vision, and i cant transform any of my visuals away from it. it just stays and haunts me. not like a demon.. its my family! its like im sitting in judgement, with no mind of my own, millions of other minds highjacking mine. and i just want to know if anyone could help or give me an idea of what u think it means to me.

its not like i see there phyiscal bodies, colors, skin etc, they become the shape of the plants. my whole vision. it just doesnt go away. and i wont be happen until it does..please help.

is my family the root of all my issues?

 

this did not always happen. it started a year ago. and its pissing me off.

 

Did you change your source in this year ?

 

The emotions you describe i think every trip has those different elements try to think about the positive stuff :2thumbsup:

 

"i cant transform any of my visuals away from it. it just stays and haunts me. "

I don't recommend that you try to change them into something else or try to avoid them. You don't have to analyze it and reach any resolutions, just merely accept their existence. This can be done with or without psychedelics. Try embracing the imagery in meditation, perhaps using techniques like imagining them all in one of those glass snowglobes, or a bubble; something that very much accepts their existence but offers a different context for them.

"is my family the root of all my issues?" --sorta. it's a bit paradoxical. On the one hand, parents have to take their role seriously since they have an inevitable, permanent influence on their kids' life, on the other hand when you grow up and feel the baggage of your upbringing it's considered weak and unproductive to assign blame to your upbringing or "society."

Anyway, I can only say what works for me when family stuff comes up in a trip, which is to embrace it, not analyze it, even love it as part of my unique makeup. Don't fight to keep their heads out of mine cuz it's essentially the same head. Attempting to avoid it only focuses on their separateness from me and fights what the acid is trying to do.

If I do that, the issues don't go away but I feel vastly different about them, like before I was dodging traffic in the road and now I'm sitting over here under this tree, a hundred yards away. I'm still close to and acknowledging the road only life is much better under the tree.

 

no didnt change the source, its great L, it doesnt create a negative experiance for me its just out of no where, boom, im in that room, the area where they are there. and your right i need to accept, let go, and grow , not analyze it because i already know why its there, for me to let it go. thank you<3

 

amazing. your awesome. i must know the cause and if for some reason im still drawn to LSD, which i am, i have to work with it, stay aligned with my intention and get thru this.
i must let go.. =]