so, I'm in a long distance relationship and have been since january. He's the love of my life and worth every minute. I've really not felt super lonely at all just because I'm out of that "needing someone here all the time" phase. but tonight I'm super lonely. I want him here. I just want to snuggle and talk and "be" together. i found out tonight that my ex stepsister knows one of my exes. really well. nothing intimate, just weird that my 14 year old sister knows my 26 year old alcohlic/sexaholic ex. also heard from another exes friend. we were together this past january and apparently he's not been doing well at all since i left him. lost his job again, drinking all the time, fist fights with his close friends. it makes me feel for him. i want him to be okay. he was a lot better when we were together. we spent all the time together because he lived 5 minutes away. And now apparently he can't even talk about me. he made his friend promise him that he would tell me to "reblock" him on facebook. I'm not entirely sure why he would need to do that if he's not looking at my page. i just want my bf here... or me there. anyone else lonely tonight?
Ive been really lonely for quite some time. All my male friends got married and left me. ERverytime I think I found a girl it always goes wrong. It hurts bad inside but I never let it show. Where I work its all older black guys and even at the gym Im there alone. Its a small town and I have no real friends and I get online trying to find people. I know the feeling. If you really like him maybe you should reach out. he might realize what he lost. I have no one to even go after, it sucks.
Yeah, I feel you. Life's pretty lonely at the moment for me. I have friends, but something always seems to be missing with my relationship with them. You're 21, what's keeping you and him away from each other? If I found someone I could be with, I would do what I could to be with him. Of course you must not be as needy as I am
