I put lol cause now it seems funny but I got paranoid one time... I thought people like when judging someones personality on a forum (this one here) they go through all their posts and try to judge them and size them up and analyze their personalities, I thought people have looked through my posts and because I don't get many replies I concluded I have been estimated and rejected as a bad poster or imbecile or something of that nature and thrown into the trash bucket of posters just to ignore and go on with so I felt unwelcome to post here for a while... ? lol.
lol yah true... only one we have to answer to really is ourselves and God everyone else really just doesn't matter what they think. well lol... it matters what they think if they put thoughts into action and materialize and creation of some sort.
Or just don't give a fuck. There are less than 5 people on this planet whose opinions truely matter to me, God is not one of them. Maybe after years of bullshit I've just desensitized myself, but in the end, when you die, it's not like you can take any of these people with you anyways. (Unless you opt murder-suicide, but does that even really happen anymore?)
yeah that's a good way to put it, I just think really no one can get inside my point of view, inside my head experience life from my little point in all this, or alter how I experience unless I let them, and really at the end of the day I'm wrapped up in my own experience even with them we may be together but we are not simultaneously experiencing the same thing at once, and never will... Well I mean I've seen DMT docs and they go into different peoples view on situations but, disregarding that. simply trying to say, I experience this world alone at all times, though someone may be in my presence they are not in my awareness.
shittt... i uhh... like got the idea that you were making the point of look at how big this shit is. and then the metallica song in your qoute enforced, who cares? look at who big this existence is... who cares about you?
imagine @the speed of light ...... how quick someone can care today... Save the Children: Emergency Relief for Japan Quake www.savethechildren.org/japanquake Toll free: 800-728-3843 Text JAPAN to 20222 to donate. The American Red Cross: Japan Earthquake and Pacific Tsunami Relief www.redcross.org Text REDCROSS or 90999 to make $10 donation by text message. crazy isnt it?..
1. It is a deep down subconscious drive to procreate and creates pleasurable and craving effects for sex to keep reproduction in process. 2. the intense over need for affection in humans to feel wanted desired needed... idk lol.
Hmm, actually very true. Now I can't stop thinking about that. I've been working on writing a book about Love..
To make it a goal from your parent though, you should write the book about feminism or the ideology for feminism. :bobby:
