Well, in essence, I don't really have a gay story yet because as far as most people know, I'm straight. But in fact I am a lesbian. I am looking for lesbian friends in my area or in this online community and hoping that I won't disregarded as soon as I explain the rest of my story. I have known since I was rather young that I was gay. Around the age of 12, I knew. First girlfriend was when I was 16/17. The rest gets really complicated and I get judged pretty harshly for it from both sides, gay and straight, so I guess I'm looking for a community that will hear me out and perhaps just provide friendship while I struggle through the decisions I have made. So, I am asking that if you are willing to listen (read on this forum) to my situation and to be open about my options and advice, then let me know and I will explain the pickle that I have managed to put myself in. Thank you!
Well since you're only willing to get into a pickle and not the other way around I probably won't be too much help. Keep truckin though.
Haha, well I would like to get out of the pickle at some point! Lol. Complicated might be a bit of an understatement in a case like mine but I want some advice from people more experienced than myself.