i unusual way to find out the truth about my penis size

so like many others i have had girls tell me my penis was large but i didn't think so and thought they had to be lying to make me feel good.
well i had an unbiased confirmation from a person who had no interest in my self esteem. so i once foolishly made a sex tape with this one girlfriend and we broke up and she told me she erased it and i belived it(i was young and stupid)so she hated me and i didn't expect her to ever say anything nice.
but it wasn't her that said it..we have a mutual friend that i haven't seen in a while and she told me that my ex showed the tape to her brother!(my friends brother)she told me he was like,"god, his dick is really big!" and thats from when i was sixteen now im alot bigger and thicker.(so i don't get it)
then she laughs at me. i did not want to find out the truth this way.

 

You will find out sooner or later that its not how big your dick is that makes any difference in life, its how much money you have that is the really important issue.

 

eh people still want a big dick a big dick feel good taste good is good