I'm so depressed ugh, just got back home from college.. And I'm already bored.. I sure am gonna miss the environment there, always good times to be had. Now I'm stuck at home and under parental supervision... FUCK you mean I cant just light up anytime I want to? FUCK! well, I'm gonna do my best to keep busy, still nothing like living in a dorm tho, hell at least its clean hear instead of DISGUSTING! What the hell should I DO?!
I fucking hate college I fucking hate summer I fucking hate pot I fucking hate people who complain about not being able to smoke pot, you can wait during the summer I fucking hate disgusting dorm rooms I fucking hate everything in general Get a job
Yep, I agree with seizedbyanger. Why don't you use that college education you got and get a job and rent an apartment so then you can do whatever the fuck you want...easy solution!
Well thanks a lot. I don't think I was very clear, and this is the whiners forum ffs. I just got done with FRESHMAN year, that means I am not college educated. As far as the job situation goes, its not easy getting a job. And I am trying very hard. I am not really complaining at all about smoking, its just I enjoy the freedom of doing it at my own leisure. Jesus seriously, why you gotta make me sound like a lazy fuck?
Well, if you get to whine, I get to whine about your whining. Specify next time if you don't wanna get labeled as a lazy fuck
And it's not really about doing whatever I want, its about finding happiness, which still eludes me to this day.. I'm just whining and complaining because it helps to vent, so whatever beat me while I'm down. I sure haven't heard enough criticism from people that I know (sarcasm), I don't need it here. But go ahead and take your shots... I am a fuckup anyway and I'd really be better off not here.. No point living a life that is constantly in a battle between being okay, and miserable. blah blah blah wah wah wah I'm a fucking baby.. Yet I'm still here, just more proof to sway me in the direction my life is headed.. I'll get there someday
Dude, take a chill pill nobody is beating you while you're down, I failed out of two different colleges, at least you finished, so stop trying to get everyone to throw you a pity party, if you really wanna 'be better off not here', I'm not gonna tell you not to do it because I know when I wanna take that route, I don't like being told not to do it, I just gather my guts and do it with whatever I've got, there are people out there with WAY worse problems that you, so suck it up, deal with what you've got, nobody called you a fucking baby, and if you're gonna let people you don't know from the internet sway you into suicide, then there's a serious issue there, deal with it
Also, you asked what the fuck you should do, and we said get a job.. you don't need a college degree to be a cashier
Whatever, I told you I'm working on a job. I know what I need to do to set my life straight. It's just been a really stressfull day, saying goodbye to all your friends you've spent countless hours with tends to make one sad. Besides, putting this on the internet for all to see is really all about helping me, like I said, it feels good to put something down and have other people see it, its therapeutic. Better than keeping them inside right? fyi, I am calling myself a baby for the very reason you stated in your post "people have it worst than I do" I know that, I'm not some dummy. But its really all subjective, I don't know how you feel, I just know me, and I don't like it. But thats just the way things are, I've got to live with myself and no matter how shitty things feel, it's better to keep pushing on and trying.
Dude, do whatever you want to do. If you're bored and have nothing to do that's fine. Doing nothing is doing something. Nobody has a gun to your head telling you to get a job or to do anything really. Just whatever interests you in the moment no matter how big or small just do it. It's okay to be bored.
True that man. I'm just a little rough around the edges lately, moving out, finals, etc etc. It will be nice to just be chillin for the time being. It's easy to whine guys, but I'm done now, rant over. Peace and love
What should you do? Clean your dorm more often next semester, maybe you can even save some pot money if you're cleaning when you should be, instead of smoking pot so you can be one of those wasteful douchebags who throw the whole contents of their room in the dumpster at the end of the semester. Maybe you should go for a damn walk every so often, if you didn't sit at home you wouldn't be under the supervision of your parents. Maybe you should take your newfound pot smoking skills from college and light up with your parents, since you're an adult now. If you can't stay happy without smoking pot all day whenever you feel like it, you should be smoking pot, and you're hearing this from a heavy intermittent smoker. /counterWhine
I kept my room fairly clean, I was talking about the entire residence hall, not such a homey place. I DO not have a problem with ganja, I just like to smoke. I'd have no problem quitting whenever. Pot doesnt make me happy, nothing makes me happy that fades like pot does. No drug ever has made me lastingly happy, I know that. It's just that my parents are HIGHLY alert, and they are anti pot sooo don't know how smoking them out would do any good.
going to have to go with RooRshack's word here. I'm in the exact same scenario as you CFoust except I just finished my sophomore year so this is my second time through this game. Take the walks he recommends though. Not only to avoid living sedentary but if its a good nature trail with some privacy then its a great place to lean against a tree trunk and toke it up. Stoning up in nature is a god-given pleasure that has entertained me for months when I'm free from work and school. The trick is to explore it out until you've established some classy, hidden, and heavily wooded smoke-zones. Maybe this sounds ridiculous but hey, it feeds my human spirit nicely, and somehow makes more sense than toking up around the Xbox and perpetually indulging in a virtual world within an alternative perception. Now that's a common waste!
the irony here is that, smoking pot, usually equates to doing absolutely nothing. so, case in point, this summer is actually an opportunity for you to do quite the opposite.
I don't know about that, enjoying nature doesn't sound like doing nothing to me. It's nice to get out and spend some time alone in a secluded place, i.e. the woods. I really don't smoke much, I do when friends are around and smoking, but usually only like 2-3 times a week. Taking a walk sounds wonderful actually, I was going to last night.. which would have saved me some embarrassment on hf.
