Issues with hashish / marijuana

Hi,
Effects after like 10-15 mins of smoking hashish.
I have been smoking since a while, I have never really enjoyed smoking, I keep getting these racing negative thoughts after i smoke, if friends and having a regular conversation, i will keep thinking there are talking against me, or talking about me. I go completly quiet for like 2 hours and even if i try to talk my voice get really low, like mumbling. I get very self-consious about myself, And i get stoned really easily. i get blazed easily like 10 hits, never go for round 2. My eyes get super red, yes eyes getting red is normal for a smoker, but my eyes get so bloody red, worse then devil red..

I do enjoy smoking but all these issues just puts my confidence down. All my friends smoke like all of them, and if u dont smoke, then your in-directly not socially accepted.

Please help on the above problems.

 

That's right.

No you don't. You just want to ''fit in''. Theres nothing enjoyable about what you just described.

Weed tends to zoom in on what's on your mind. You seem really self-conscious, not confident, and maybe a litlle paranoid about what people think about you. That's why you feel that way when you smoke.

Just stop smoking.

 

If you don't enjoy it, don't do it. End of story.

 

Try smoking it on ya own till ya learn how to handle it lol

 

It shouldn't be something that you have to develop a taste for. It's not blue cheese, it's pot. You like it or you don't, nothing wrong with that.

 

Just do whatever feels good, man

 

My issue with hashish/marihuana is that I don't have any at the moment.

 

My deepest sympathy bro'...

 

ive been smoking it for a very long time like 39 years and im fine with it but every body is differnt its not for every one and thats cool too

 

Sounds like you're smoking way too fucking much for your tolerance. Of course you don't enjoy it, you're fucked into a corner of your mind you're so blazed.

 

Good point been there a few times in my younger days. Took me sometime to work out its not about showing off and smoking huge amounts its about feeling good and enjoying the buzz.

 

Exactly, the point of smoking with friends isn't to see who can get more fucked up, or who can smoke more. That's a pretty stupid social group.

 

With today's prices, seeing who can smoke the most just to be smoking it is pretty fucking stupid and expensive:afro:

 

Its also a waste of perfectly good product.

 

Tell em whats up. Smoke by yourself, see what it's all about. ...or don't smoke it, or as roorshack says, smoke less.