I took a leftover red star mircodot the day before. Tripped by myself during the day. It was really interesting. I over analyzed the coffee pot. Made a comment somewhere around here that it sounded like it hated it's job and how sad it was for it to hate what it was designed for. Dwelled on how dismal the life of the coffee pot must be to feel as such. At one point I thought it was raining and went outside to play only to find out that it was just the sound of a work crew cutting down a tree. I really enjoy tripping alone on lsd I think more so than with someone else. I am usually quiet and lost inside my own mind anyway and the tugging need to be a good host and make sure everyone is accommodated to kinda ruins it for me. I know my friends would not care and understand completely if I were to slink around the house to myself but I just can't 'let go' of the need to make sure they are having a good time. I would like to try a larger dose alone. Without another presence around I was really allowed to get lost in time and thought. I can only imagine the potential with a larger dose.
