Say hello to the Dark Gods - DPT Trip report

Hey guys!

This is where my new life started, basically. Last summer I went close to die and spent quite some time in ER and all. The day I went out of the hospital, I stumbled upon old friends from high school who are still as deep into hallucinogens as I am. I met them at their place and went downstairs where their lab and chill out space is, looking at the different drugs they were making and stocking, when I saw this yellow powder in a jar. I've never seen it before, so I was curious and after debating with my friends, decided to try it. Very quickly I was facing 2 big lines of DPT and snorted on them, one in each nostril. I'm not sure of the actual dosage I was given, entirely trusting my friends on that one, but it was at least 200mg for sure.

As soon as I was done with the snorting, I closed my eyes and was flying through a tunnel with purple, red, black and blue spirals all around. Once I got to the other side, I saw a parade of "dark" gods in front of me: Shiva, Ades, Horus, Kali, Mars, Loki, name it, they were all there. I even saw a blood-drinking Inca god that I can't recall his name, which was too long and with a lot more consonnants than voyels. I then saw this infinite food chain, with beings from different levels of awareness feeding on each other, and got scared when I realized that human beings are FAR from being on top of this chain. I can hardly describe the panic and despair I felt. Then I saw Them.

They were 4, looking like the demon on this White Zombie album cover (below my text), insanely tall, huge, proud, powerful, and staring at me with the disdain they usually feel regarding humans. I felt so small and could only look at them in total admiration. One of them smiled and leaned his hand forward to poke my stomach. At this moment I felt the urge to puke, real bad. I managed to get up, go from the couch to the nearest sink and proceeded to let the bad stuff out. I was puking black bile, I swear it looked and had the consistence of motor oil, it was awful. I could hear laughs going out of the drain, then I saw a little gray demon poking his head out of it. I was like "oh, shit...", my head spinned and I puked again, and I saw this little guy swallowing all the vile, evil stuff I was purging! In between pukes he started laughing again, only stopping when I was giving him "more", as he was saying. He gave me his name in case I'd need to purge again (can't recall it either) and my trip ended with me yelling "thanks!" and waving goodbye at the demon from above the water drain as he was leaving.

Here is what "They" looked like:

 

Sounds pretty intense, especially just after the ER. I've got strange characters on dpt as well including a couple rows of skinny meditating buddhas, although I don't think quite in the detail you describe them. One of the most tripped out ideas I've had on psychedelics after a Dpt trip is that DMT entities created some of these characters and the dpt place as a 'distraction' which kinda goes along with your food chain of beings idea, But after reading this I dunno that seems pretty wild.

This trip report reminds me of Daniel Pinchbeck's summation of DPT " A post modern Demonic MTV psychedelic"

 

It does! I read Daniel Pinchbeck's Breaking open the head a couple of months after this trip and was stunned at the similarities. I call them "HD hallucinations" lol, because they're cristal clear, looking more real than this physical reality. Indeed this trip was intense, I felt like I died and came back for the 2nd time in a few weeks.

I had another experience with DPT in late October, which was hopefully a tad less disturbing than the first one. In this trip, I met a Goddess and I asked her what was the point of becoming a god, what were the good sides and all. She then said "watch" and the first thing I know is that I was a molecule of DMT being smoked and absorbed by some young, fresh lungs. I was making my way up to the brain and out by the 3rd eye and observed the goddess displaying visions as a screen to hide what she was really doing. I could see fluids of energy being exchanged, but she was taking a lot more than she was giving away. When this was done, I asked her why she did this. Her answer: to be admired and to feed. I then remembered about the food chain I saw the time before and freaked out before coming back to my old self.

 

I like this thread. I have yet to try a strong dose of DPT but it scares me a bit just due to some reactions from it and the weird body high.

Think i would love it and be fine though, just need to get some.

 

That sounds totally awesome. Like a music video for a death metal band. Can't wait to try DPT.

 

You know how hallucinogens work, if you worry, you're most likely to have a badtrip. Being confident is a good thing, but I'd also recommend to be very respectful regarding this substance. It's a powerful tool for self-exploration and for esoterical work as well, but it's REALLY not a fun drug. I know a few people who tried it just for kicks and got the worst cosmic bitchslap ever.

 

I don't believe in bad trips, just difficult experiences which are normally more beneficial than good trips IME.

Having anxiety about a drug has never caused me to have a bad trip in the past so i'm not sure where you're coming from. I'm the kind of person who hates to cue up for a roller-coaster but loves going on them!! The second i do it i'm fine.

I've done a lot of DMT and LSD and sampled many RCs so i know my Psychedelics. :2thumbsup:

 

That's exactly what I said and thought too, until I put 100mg of DPT into my nose. :baby:

 

I've put 50mg up there before, didn't seem to be a very enjoyable experience to be honest. But like i said difficult doesn't mean bad.... except if it's like a 30 hour trip like Bromo-Spazfly.

 

No it's not fun at all, it's very serious. It's got the atmosphere of a funeral or something, very very heavy stuff. It's not just the difficulty of it, the violence of it, it's the intensity of the effects, which are on another level

 

Oh sorry! I said so cause you said you were scared of how you'd react in the post before. No offense.

 

Indeed, it's got a very serious and sinister vibe. To be honest, I think only people who are deep into occult and/or black magick can really appreciate all it has to give. Because DPT does have a lot to give, there's love in this dimension, but that's tough love.

 

it's posts like this that make me OK with the fact that i never got the gram of DPT i paid for...

 

It's posts like this that piss me off that I snort 150mg of duh deepz and as Writer put it, "get bored". I want the BROWN stuff that pr0ne420 and codmouse had!!! I wanna see demons eat my puke and thank me for it!!!

 

LOL :love:

 

@cosmoknot: You should im inject 100 mgs in the dark. I think that would put you at roughly the same level of effects as the op. Ive gone to about ~80 mgs im injection and I was getting some demon characters, and didnt even puke or really get that nauseous. I find DMT's (jungle spice in particular) mental world more intense, in your face and convincing but Dpt is pretty heavy and can have more of a darker vibe than Dmt.

I think I could probably only top off at 100 mgs im injection because the tarcyhdia and tremoring got to me a bit at ~80 mgs. I had some caffiene about an hour beforehand though and I think that may have played a role.

 

You love your caffeine don't you

 

I still have a dose or two of the old brown DPT, but I also have a fresh G of new white stuff I have yet to sample. I'll be curious to see if there's a difference, I suspect not though. Cosmo just increase dose, try snorting like 300mg, pr0ne did that, and while it wasn't "the sweet spot" for him, it would probably be "ok" for you

 

I've tried the brown and the white DPT.. I wouldn't say there's any real difference in potency.

Anyway, cool trip report. Sounds like the Deeps alright. Very somber, almost scary, yet there is some insane beauty that underlies the experience, at least in all my trials there has been.

I read through that report by Daniel Pinchbek after checking out this thread as well; he does a pretty good job of describing the experience and some of the feelings that come with it.

 

Insanely beautiful, intense and dark is how I'd summarize the experience. Can't wait to do it again, but in the meantime I feel the need not to rush things. When the time will come, DPT will come my way again.

LOL you evil.