I'm a female virgin who has never experienced an orgasm before. I have been involved in sexual activities, often, with my boyfriend, however we decided to wait to have sex till we both felt it was the right time, which that 'right time' barrier doesn't seem to exist lately because we are going insane not doing it, I just want to be on the pill before we do it because I certainly don't want to be a mother at eighteen. Anyways, last week, we were doing our thing, and I got on top of him, thrusting up and down him, it got more intense but I started to feel this sensation feeling in my clitorus. I've recieved plenty of oral before and it makes me moan, but this feeling was different. Then last night, he was giving me oral, now normally when he starts sucking directly on my clit, it's so sensitive I stop him. But for once, I didn't. Past few months I've always been too nervous and I just couldn't relax, only in the past few weeks, I've finally been able to relax, and as I did, and as he sucked and licked my clit, I was moaning, letting out little cries and holding myself back from screaming. As it got more and more intense my legs were shaking, my back was arching, my muscles were spasmotic. I had the biggest build up of pleasure radiating through my body, and I could feel pins and needles everywhere. This went on for at least 20, I think it might've been about 40 mins, I don't know, I felt like I was on another planet. The pleasure built up and up and up I felt so good BUTTT I just felt like I needed to release. I think that releasing part might be orgasm? I don't know. But this intensity going through my body went on for so long and had me in complete ectasy. I however stopped him after so long because I needed a drink of water, I was fucked. I felt like jelly, my whole body had pins and needles, I was dizzy, I could hardly even walk and my head was just like woah, I couldn't concentrate on anything not even holding my glass of water or even drinking it. I don't know what happened, I don't think I had an orgasm, I think I was just really really close to it, but the way I was afterwards, I don't know what that meant or if it meant anything. Just any help on this would be amazing because I'm so confused and can't stop thinking about it. Cheeers guys
Who really cares what it's called, or whether you "had" it. If it feels good, and you like it, then whatever,,do it, as long as it isn't hurting yourself or anyone else. Why try so hard to categorize it. "Orgasms" come in different flavors, for different people. It sounds like something new happened for you, in you, and to you, and you kind of liked it. If it were called "monopoly" would you not like it as much?
good call- if you're impressed with what happened so be it. even if you didn't orgasm you've still found a compatible partner and a bliss you can both share- just think how much fun you can have discovering new things about your body from here on in :sunny:
