Nirvana? Ego loss? Secret of life?

My third session with methoxetamine was yesterday. I measured out 93 mg and split it into three lines that were insufflated every hour. The first dose had me in a good place, a soft warm relaxing blanket and positive fairly clear thoughts.

The second dose increased the seperation from the body and took me further into the mental space that is MXE. The thoughts had a tinge of anxiety because of the Japan and Lybia situation, but I've found with this substance I can easily explore and control any anxiety I may be having.

I briefly debated the third dose and then decided to forge ahead. This was as deep as I'd gone with this up to this point. That's when I basically completly detached from my physical awareness and went deep into the subconsious/headspace of MXE. At this level it's hard to describe the thoughts. It was mainly about reality, the future of man, what's it about type stuff. There was definately some anxiety woven in.

Then it was like I broke through and the light came on. I distinctly remember realizing the SECRET to LIFE! It was such an incredibly peaceful and euphoric place to be. I don't know how long it lasted since time is an irrelevant concept in this place eventually it lessened. Words are to limiting to actually describe the place I was in.

I've been very happy and feel like my brain is working at a higher level since baseline.

Had anyone experienced this and if so what is it? Thank you for any feedback.

 

Being high

 

or better: being as we should be ?

 

cant wait to try this one. gonna get 4-aco-dmt for my first order but MXE and DPT are gonna be second

 

hmm this MXE really sounds great.. read the other large thread on the stuff and you guys have made me want to try it.. although ive never been a fan of opiates they tend to make me sick.
should i expect that from MXE or how would you guys explain it to a dissociative noob?

 

I've never even had a hint of nausia or anything else that could be described as sickness. MXE doesn't seem to be addictive, while the experience is incredible it doesn't seem fiendish like MDPV. That's after only three sessions though so take it for what it's worth.

 

sounds promising.. think im defintely going to have to try some of this.. thanks for the info dude