Hello Peeps! Its been a while....

Hey everybody! Its been a good minute since I've posted anything here on HF and since this is where I would usually post this is where I shall...... I have not been on in a while because I got kicked out of my house a few months ago and have not had a computer around like I normally do...... Since then I have had quite a few sheets pass through my hands and many strong life-altering trips (many with nitrous involved)... The last LSD trip I had was about a month ago and I told myself that it would be my last or atleast not for a long while. I was in many different realites at once but in my body at the same time but could see this from a subjective viewpoint. Anyways I felt that I could not go much furthur than where I went that night, it was terrifying and amazing all at the same time..... But the main lesson I learned from that trip is that I truly do create my own reality and since then I have tried to encompass that into my daily life which is not easy....

The place and the person that I have been living with for the past few months has been a very negative environment for me to be around and has really kept me down up until now. Well shortly after that trip I ran into someone I met at a show a while back and we both decided that we are going to California. I feel that I need to go to a completely new environment, with new ppl, and just have a fresh start. I am leaving next week just me, him, and his jeep cherokee. We dont have much money but we have enough to make it out there and he knows ppl there that we can stay with for a while. So this is a huge step for me and I am very excited about it. This has always been kind of a dream for me.... My friend that I am going with has connections out there , has done this before, and has assured me we can make it. Anyways just wanted to give a kind of update on myself, see ya in San Fran next week!!!!!

 

How liberating! Have fun and be safe.

 

I hear ya on that one man. I feel you on the whole post. How far are you from cali?

 

haha I am pretty damn far away..... I'm in TN.... Oh and I forgot to mention the original plan was to make it to San Fran for the Furthur NYE shows, but could not leave in time for it Oh well got to see them in St louis in November and gonna try damn hard to make it to the Feb. Colorado shows. Did you make it to any shows on the latest tour Prone?

 

Hey at least your not in jersey! And unfortunatly I have not, and I been beating myself up for it. Im going to try to make some spring shows, I would go to all of them if my lady held the same interest as I do. Maybe some day :love:

 

Just stopped by to give an update on my situation, I just now left yesterday for California. I never left at the time of the original post. But I am headed out there now with my girlfriend and another couple. But should be there soon and will keep you guys updated.

 

Well guys ive been living in San Fran for about three weeks now. I am living on the streets in the Haight/Ashbury area, the first day we got to SF my girlfriend and I got into a big argument and she left and I have not seen her since But thats okay Im doin just fine by myself livin the bum life..... Its really hard at times but very fun and liberating at the same time.... I dont have to answer to anybody....I find that whatever I need just comes to me one way or another... sorry cant really elaborate cuz I gotta go but thught I would drop by and update

 

interesting to read your updates, spiralout. keep 'em coming!