I hate being independent. As much of a big asshole and bitch I am, I'm really dependent and needy and have bad anxiety when I'm alone. lol
My plans are pilates and advanced organic chemistry homework. All weekend. Homework to prepare for a quiz, pilates to keep my blood pumping while I am laying sedentary in my bed for 48 hours. I've already finished lab work and the homework that was due, now it's just practice homework, so really I've accomplished everything I have to in order to get by, but I'm actually trying to excel this semester so that I can finally get out of this dump they call a private school. You and me both, sister. :frown: Oh, and that little piece of paper that says I'm worthy of an employer's time so that I may accomplish my life goals is a motivator as well...
I enjoyed my undergrad for sure. One big positive about college is you'll never get laid as much as you do while you live in dorms. Now that I'm settled in with a nice girl it seems more like a job where you don't get paid. Useful, but not really fun either.
See, I'm not in dorms. I have really bad social anxiety and have a lot of trouble being away from my comfort zone, plus I have a lot of anxiety about owing people money I might never be able to pay back, and the fact that I have no cosigner for anything other than the small amount of money you get from fafsa loans, dorms never were and will never be an option for me. I will forever be a commuter, but I'm hoping to eventually move to online courses.
Yeah, my favorite part was where they suspended me after my 4.0 last semester, because of a scale. I was obviously a threat to peoples ability to do well in their studies. Can't have them liberals derailing acedemics, better bust their door in and get em.
I wish I was a commuter. I hate living in dorms, and it's an ongoing struggle for me. I have a roommate and although he's not bad and by all means could be much worse, I can't tolerate living with him or anyone else for the matter. On most weekends this semester I come home Friday afternoon after classes and don't go back until Tuesday morning (no Monday classes). The school is an hour and a half drive away (I'm a moron for not choosing someplace closer, I know, but it's too late to transfer now), so I really can't be a commuter. Good thing I have a single for next year.
I'm an RA, so I get to deal with everyone's roommate problems, shenanigans, and generally dumb shit. But, the benefits are worth it