Okay, so lately I've been thinking about my future, and whether I should go to university, if I'm going to fall in love, whether my life is worthless, and then it got me thinking: does anyone else ever think of really weird things? Like yesterday, I asked my best friend: do you ever wonder what ducks are thinking? and she said no?! and I was like: just me then :sunny: please reply, I want to know if I'm just crazy or if I'm not alone ps- it could have something to do with the fact that I have had two times in my life where I battled depression, if anyone knows about that stuff please answer lalala daisies! peace out, dudes
You're not alone with the odd questions. In fact, you kind of reminded me of something Ross Noble once said. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wWwnMREA2o"]YouTube - Ross Noble
There is no problem in life that cannot be solved by our Geordie friend right there And no, you're not alone, I was in your place a year ago, tried uni and dropped out, and now I'm at home sat doing fuck all and I can't really see a future for me. I only went because it's the natural progression and everyone assumed I would go so why shouldn't I?... and all that. Do what your heart tells you. Honestly, on August the 26th or 24th or whenever, when I got my A-Levels and knew I would be off to uni come September I didn't even feel excited, I remember thinking, well fuck it, that's it now. I wanted to go far away from everything, but turns out I'm not as ready as I thought and the weird feelings I've had since I can remember all came to the surface and now my mother wants me to see a psychiatrist... So my advice to you is do what YOU want to do and fucking stick to your convictions. Although, how anyone knows what they want to do with the rest of their life at 18 is a ridiculous concept. And your life isn't worthless to you. Who's the most important person in your life? I guarantee I can answer that for you: you, and don't let anyone else bullshit you into thinking the same isn't true for you, if they weren't the most important person in their lives then they'd let themselves snuff it. And the love thing? Diana Ross: You Can't Hurry Love. But I bet it happens, when you're ready.
'How do you know but that every bird that cuts the airy way is not an immense world of delight closed by your senses five?' - William Blake. :sunny:
