I'm pretty fucked

Truth be told all this advice is useless because we all know exactly what happens when your parents catch you and bitch you out because it's happened to all of us, you don't smoke in the house for a few days, then you amp up your security measures and basically write yourself notes to make sure you don't leave anything laying around, then time goes on, you get more relaxed, and it happens again, cycle continues.

 

Private insurance-based healthcare in the US drives up tons of costs, including the cost (wage) of nursing.

 

Yup.

That sums up literally my three years of smoking weed. It's unfortunate but it's really hard to not drop back into old habits.

So far I've gotten my car back, thrown out all the excess bullshit I don't need and I havn't smoked weed (or kept weed) in my house for the past three days (after doing it everyday for a year at least). It probabaly won't last but I'm trying to make it different this time, not for me but for my parents.

It's unfortunate they seem to think I have some sort of problem or something but I guess the only way I can change that perception is by changing my life.

Talk to me in a week and we'll see if I'm still as gung-ho about this as I am now. Quitting things for the consequences is never as strong as quitting something for yourself.

 

damn bro.. that sucks