I may have just done a very stupid thing...

So I sent an email to a person... who I care for very very deeply...

I said "I hate having to censor myself in these emails. I wish I could tell you how I really feel."

Um.... shit.

He's got a girlfriend.

I'm fucked.

 

oooo, yer i have many experiances where i had wished i could have just shot myself instead of needing to tell particular people how i felt, and then wished i could just crawl under a rock.
Lets just hope he misunderstands your email in a good way huh? Thats always good. I have no i dea how guys do it but most of the time they dont understand what us females are on about, or maybe its just that no-one can understand what im on about.
Anyway, hope everything works out in the end.
ps. sorry for the babble LOL.

 

Argh but then you have the whole "what if he DOES understand it... and DOES want the same thing..." dilemma. Is it better that he live on in blissful ignorance OR is it better that I make a play for him, possibly (or rather, almost definitely) ruining my friendship with him, his girlfriend, his other friend Louise as well as many people who both he and I are friends with.

 

ooo, now that you put it that way, that doesnt sound too great at all. Will you be happy if he does want the same thing? If i were you, and he replied back saying he felt the same way, i'd just talk to him and explain the situation it'd put you in if you did end up doing something about your feelings for him. thats all i can really think of sorry. hopes that helps some.

 

I'm really stoned now... maybe I should write to him, tell him how I feel and then blame it on being stoned...

 

Haha, sounds like a plan.

 

hmmmmm thats a bugger tamsyn.

i have done that a few times. but oh well. life goes on, and in the big scheme of things, "shit happens"

i wish i were more gooey, and mushey Awwwwwwwwwey huggy and stuff. but empathy is so hard somtimes when there is no way to fix what is wrong except move on.


So Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww {{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}


Doug

 

snigger

do I need to say more

 

shit bro...I hope things turn out. If he does feel the same way...I don't know..just don't leap into anything, especially if you are mates with his girl.