i had 3 long island ice tea's about 2 hours ago and i sniffed an eight of a suboxone and i literally just flipped out and smashed my xbox controller with my fist, now my controller is broken and my knuckle is bleeding, am i fucked in the head or is it the drugs and alcohol? i hate my fucking life i want to die:love:
And when you lose control, you'll reap the harvest you have sown-- Sound familar????? lol, fuck an xbox controller go one get ur self a PS/3, it only does errrrthing!!
still doenst fix the fact that i have no headset but i really hate bill gates so i might go with a ps3, only problem is all my friends play on xbox, but then again i dont know if those people are really friends, but how do you define a friend? everything is so confusing some times i feel like it would be easier if i was dead, but everytime i seriously start to think about suicide i immediately get scared and think of something else
I dunno about all the drug effects, but suicide is a horrible concept. The way I see it, sure, everyone gets it in their head every now n then or at a particular time in their life... but why waste such a beautiful thing we have? For all we know, this could be the only ride we get, so might as well enjoy it. Or at least give it a good run and make the best of things. Things might get fucked up, but hey, you've got a roof over your head, drugs, nd for christ-sake man, you've got an Xbox. Be thankful... not everyone is that lucky. I mean, I have an Xbox myself lol, but at the same time I realize, shyt is bad man... shyt's fucking real fucking bad sometimes, but I'm grateful that I have what I do have. Your mindset will clear up eventually. Just stay headstrong and fight the good fight. People are not their thoughts, they are their actions. Just let it roll away like the water down a duck's backside. It'll be chill. As for the Xbox... The box, the box, it rocks it rocks lol. I love Xbox, way better at streaming media from your PC than the PS3. No Bluray, but fuck Bluray when you can stream videos without having to download some program that makes your vids look all crappy-like. Anyways, just hang in there bro, life's a bitch sometimes, but it's just a learning experience. And add me yo! "Terrapin2190" on Xbox
Yo people with mindsets like yours Terrapin make the world a better place. I was going to write something similar to what you just said. We all are very blessed! Your post even brightened my day as i then took things into a better and broader perspective. Thankyou. Peace and Love
