I am so sorry about your mom. You seem to have a good mindset, so do what you got to do. "Nature does not know extinction; all it knows is transformation. Everything science has taught me, and continues to teach me, strengthens my belief in the continuity of our spiritual existence after death." -Wernher von Braun
Sorry about your mother, so are you taking these psychedelics with a psychotherapist or are you taking these by yourself for your own cathartic therapy?
I'm sorry to hear about your Mom. It was really hard for me and others in my family when my Mom died. My wife and I took care of her for the entire course of lung cancer. For weeks afterward I was feeling like it would never be okay again. Little by little, though ...
