So is my bad acid trip coming back to haunt me, or am I just insane?

I think we've all done this.

We argue amongst ourselves about who has the BEST answer, but you've got lots to choose from.

Whichever you choose, you should also be applying it in conjunction with Rev JC's hippie wisdom.

Since you apparently didn't read any of our posts, my advice was: Drop drugs like a hot potato, you don't have any serious issues and acting like you do when you're that age won't help your ACTUAL mental or physical health. Pot should be an occasional treat, not a daily thing, in my opinion. Other things obviously need to wait, again, following what Rev JC said.

Again, you're 15 years old, you want to get high because it makes you feel good, don't give me some shit about needing weed to combat depression. I got high when I was 15 years old, and it was because it felt good, just like it still does. If you're abnormally down a quick toke can help, but heavy smoking doesn't even help depression, it generally makes it worse, only very light use is useful for that. (Which is another reason it's all in your head, and a justification for getting high. If you're not happy, it will make you happy, but this is not the same as being depressed, and if you can't be high of your own accord you're in serious trouble)

Just my unwelcome $0.2

 

I have read every single post that you guys have
provided me with, thank you very much, RooR.

And I'm not trying to be a bitch,
but you would have no way of knowing if I have
any serious problems.
So respectfully,
FUCK YOU.

Thanks for all of your strict, unwelcome opinions.

 

And to everyone else, thank you so much for all of
your opinions and advise.

I haven't smoked weed in about four or five days.
But my head is still feeling funny.
I'm not going to smoke again for a little while.
I'm not sure if I'll even want to smoke weed again
once I'm ready for it.

But Im sure that one day Mary Jane will find herself
drifting from my lips once again.
But until then, I'm going to try and get past grieving for my
daddy. He died last April.

I've started wondering lately if my blank head
isnt from the acid trip.
I have been in shock sense April seventh.
I haven't felt right, or slept right, or been able to carry on
conversations right.. Everything has been effected.

I agree I should get myself together before trying anything else.
But in my defense, my head hasn't been in the right
place in a while.

But thanks, everyone that tried to help.
I really appreciate it.

 

Gee, Sounds like I suggested.

Given the fathers death piece of the puzzle I wouldn't exactly categorize you as depressed. I'd categorize you as mourning. They look the same on the surface but are 2 entirely different things. Just remember that mourning is a process and takes time. Take the time you need. To others it may look indulgent but fuck em. I lost a family member when I was 13 so on top of the standard hormone bullshit I was dealing with that. It can add up to some serious bullshit. Especially dealing with other teenagers as they are generally insensitive, myopic little shits.

Stay Brown,
Rev J