Not, I got a gameboy Im happy, my dog died Im sad, think about the total happiness, or do whatever you want, and as usual EXPLAIN!
I am quite happy 2011 should be my year, i feel like i have a blank canvas to do whatever i want with, i have lots of plans and things that i want to do this year, things go slowly with me but their going steadily which is the important thing and i have patience.
I'm unhappy when I look at what's missing and happy when I look at what's not. Overall I'm happy. I have my health, family, job, a place to live. Those are the main things.
I am generally NOT happy with life right now. I know it's my own fault and I know what I have to do to change it so that I AM happy. Seeing that followed through is the challenge. Some things are beyond my control (health problems) and some are within my control but I'm not doing a good job (other health problems). Relationship problems (or lack of - and I don't mean my marriage) are totally on ME, as *I* am 100% of any relationship. I'm trying more each day to focus on the positives, and thankfully, there are plenty, beginning with my husband. :sunny: Hmmm, sounds like I'm choosing to not be happy. <writing out a copay check to myself because this is a break-thru>
Yes, I am happy with life. The alternative sucks. edit: The really great things that I have in my life are more numerous than any negative, so what is there not to be happy about.
ha ha me too, but i have bipolar disorder to blame, if i ever feel the need to blame SOME of my problems on something! :sunny: on the ride since the day she was born... not giving up until it comes to a complete stop.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUNN0B7zPi0"]YouTube - Red Hot Chili Peppers - Roller Coaster of Love
Most peoples, if not all peoples, life is a roller-coaster. Your life sounds like it flip-flops uncontrollably. I know people like that. You'll be telling me to go fuck myself in minute or two. Thank You for not posting: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27S6xZKmaTU&feature=related"]YouTube - ronan keating-life is like a rollercoaster Ooops. Sorry.
Actually it IS uncontrolled. Why would I tell you to go F yourself? (And thanks again for the links warning!)
Imho, people with bi-polar generally don't know how they feel about people/situations, hence their life being out of sink. Telling me to go fuck myself was me trying to be humorous, you could just as well tell me you love me. I'm just suggesting it isn't easy to know how you feel at any given time. That's how people are I know with a bi-polar disorder when they have an episode. It sounds like a cliché but in my experience it is true.
You're almost on the money with my personal situation with the disorder. It's not easy for anyone to know how they feel sometimes so for me, it's even worse. But actually it's more changing my mind about how I feel. That could be interpretted as persistant not knowing! The brain is a wonderful thing to have to live with. PS I love you, hee hee.
If you don't know others won't know they can only surmise, I guess. mmmm, if you say so. Go fuck yourself. (j/k)
as long as my hard drive dont freeze up or my other hard drive not working at all... Im cooler than a cpu on an aluminum bar ..