Dark Violet eyes staring into my soul

So here I am on my break from the very stressful world of the Marine Corps and im sitting there in my car. I always thought this whole meditation spiritual thing was a crock of shit... Until today. I started researching dmt and one thing led to another and after a couple of days I decide I might as well give it a shot.

I sit in my car and throw a towel over my head. This is my first attempt at meditation and I focused all my attention towards my third eye and after a few moments I feel a small pressure there. I continue to breath and relax and after a few minutes or so ( I wanna say 10) I start to see reverse ripples (but only one wave instead of many) that start out blue and eventually work there way towards a deep violet. This violet blob starts to grow and I get a headache until my 'vision' is totally encompassed by it. I then start to see several very sharp bright white dots that come quickly then leave just as fast. At the same time my legs from the knees down went numb and cold. I was alarmed but felt compelled to see what was going to happen next. It was pain in the form of a lot of pressure on my four head with several pins and needle pricks on my numb legs. The violet started moving around as if it were a flame and It moved to be in the middle of a pair of feminine looking violet eyes. This is where I opened my eyes.


For the next 7 hours (Then until as I type this now) I am over come by random emotions cycling so fast I am confused and frustrated unable to pick which one I really feel, I view people differently, I can see better... I see an orange tv shaped box with an orange robot face occasionally when I close my eyes... all I want to know is what the fuck did I just do to myself? Did I really just sit down for a few minutes thinking about my forehead and open my eye? Or pop a vessel in my brain and im slowly dying?

 

You opened your third eye. Are you a good person? Have you been exposed to psychic phenomena before now? You're probably dealing with a spirit. Has the situation resolved yet? Can you hear or just see who's helping you be a more perceptive person.

 

I doubt you popped a blood vessel, but wow, what an experience! You have described the "spiritual eye". You might be ready for deeper things in life. If you're concerned, see a doctor when you get back on base. If not, try meditating again and just see where it goes.

Good luck, and thanks for serving.

 

Have a look here at my thread on Enbrightenment.

Take time to study the esoteric forms of the spiritual anatomy, learn why these things happen. You have started something that should be yoked to a stable practice and a genuine understanding of Self and God. People can have all sorts of experiences once this process has started, but it will remain chaotic and volitional. A person should study, practice and develop the whole spiritual anatomy. An experience, or lingering experiences with specific parts of the anatomy need to be balanced by an awareness of the relational 'purpose' of the whole spiritual anatomy. Remember the spiritual anatomy is a functional body of inter-relational Divine consciousness. People can have experiences with different parts of the anatomy, even if they are atheist. Stay with the consciousness of the heart and keep Faith in the Presence of God. Presence is before name. It can be psychologically damaging if you are not grounded in God.