its like the spirits would like me to be doing specific things and thats not the way partriarchy is everywhere you would be free they say, with war still the goddess has born all things i'm not a sheep or dog to be herded on what is patriarchy and what is one man? how deep does the oppression and delusion go? when do words and happenings bear fruit this insanity, clamoring more and more seeking insincerely a scene precipitates before the cognition feng shui strange existence angry rapist dude aine of compassion feel it deep down i seek the true doctor remember paracelsus healing sun in windows so much love grace, understanding it is all just yin and yang and waiting sit comfortably, do not be disturbed know all that manifests is delusion amida gravy light and sound the understanders of awkward moments where we are forced to be knowingly wrong, tao makes it such and the path of words is mysterious fairy healing reaches the kundalini deep down coiled at the bottom, and helps guide it when is deep to the core of the world, which is resulting from a deep awakening of the soul to its allistic nature and humor of our roles, everyones got it, few talk at it directly alluding like so many mossy creeks make me whole with your kisses clear bright lonely morning in forever sun like raindrops the moon of cheese so much abandon and significance the moment builds up in us for once i don't care who is watching i feel what the world really is a walloping tapestry of ancient dharma reflecting fractally complete in each being on every level, this is the point where the worlds meet and only i can see it, thats game we play, across the veranda of looseleaf dreams the smoke on the deck across the sky like a branch of spirit incarnation of consciousness, The Infinite pondering itself, as the river splashes in the clearish white stones where eternally this poem goes on, in your arms, across the clouds learning and healing in the wild wild healing real healing, earthy feelings rise again across my face, and yours, the sun, conversation of nothingness reounmao, the australian sky, a bit of tumble weed, seizes the hours I feel dusty, offering, to shiva, birthing planes again and again, oh bodhisattvas among the natural intricacies oh warm sun, balm of pains, chi of breathe we toss and know it is a dream it is a process, a recipe yet, what is to come who knows, there is no one at the drivers seat nor a road, nor a sun nor a self theres only this, funny feeling it all passes Yomo