Finding drugs on christmas eve/christmas day

I love the pride junkies take in being good junkies....

 

most people like to spend time with family and friends on christmas can you not go one fucking day without drugs for crying out loud

 

YEAH! :groupwave: :sunny::2thumbsup:

 

I used to sell my oc's to this one cat, but I learned he was shooting them up, so I told him I cant get no more.. few people I know will not even take my 20mg OC from me, they say they are to strong or they have a system of sale with the perks I give them/. hard to say for sure. but I know that person will eat perks and vics anyday, will not touch a straight OC lol.. I tell em I can give you a little Tylenol on the side you like,. they really are set not to take anything higher than 5mg-7mg oral. though they do take 3/4 of the at a times. So I can never understand this logic..

 

LOL @ tylenol on the side.

 

Hey, I'll take me a watson or two, or snort one (APAP drip, yay:2thumbsup: ) but I won't touch anything harder than hydrocodone, it's got a ceiling, and it's pretty much impossible to be more than grouchy when you come off if you DO get addicted, and it's pretty fuckin' hard to get addicted. But oxycodone is scary shit, it's how most people end up on heroin.

I mean, if you don't touch harder, you don't NEED harder... I can nod on fucking codine (can also get high enough to puke... done THAT) And I've never had any cravings or other problems. It's silly, when you can have a good time on one opiate with no negatives, to go to another for a better time and all the negatives in the world. (IMO, I know it sounds high and mighty and all... I know lots of teh junkies will dissagree... but that's why they're junkies, and I'm not)

 

maybe your one of the lucky few that does not build a tolerance.....hydros were fun when i was in 8th grade but it only took about ten or so times before i didnt feel anything....

 

i myself like the opiates to work when I need them, and finding that using them sparingly dont have anything to worry about. i used to snort oc and I havent for a year easy, I break a 20oc and take a piece /5mg that dont work ill take a little more. 20mg off the bat makes me sick..
and actually I have a lot of respect for my one dude. Not like Im pushing the 20mg on him all the time cause I know hes a P-V person. now an older lady I know, shes in her 80s takes the 20mg and I hook her up cost wise/ im getting them free from the VA. but its sad that elderly people that have health care and shes not broke by no means can not get a pain management. This one crazy doctor had her on Fent patches and her dog got one and died. She was so upset. that makes me sad too. I believe the old lady is slinging them to other people also.. Ive seen her bridge club, if they are anything like her nom noms ...

 

Thank the gods those days are over- - ok, so I get 2 weeks of mdone at a time, so I only have to go twice a week to the clinic- today not being one of them-
It snowed almost 2 ft last night/yesterday- - I cant even remember what I had to do to get straight back then- -I did live in the Bronx so I probably had to deal with broken down subways and searched all over for open spots-
This was way before cell phones ..etc.. But ya still hadda have that cash to feed that jones

Glad its over -even if I miss the opiate (heroin high)> its days like this that make me thankful that I dont have to wake up and start freakin out when I see 2 ft of snow - and know the sickness is on its way-

good luck to those of you that have to deal with that-
- jjack

 

I can feel your pain jack.. This Just because cannabis isnt the same as heroin . Some people like myself find this to be the only medication that allows me to live comfortably. Though Im far from pain free.. taking Oxycottin every day just made my pain worse. Now I have flair up whatever this illness is that sends numbness pains, sore joints, headaches I have to take some opiates Cannabis just isnt enough,..

But this really isnt true that cannabis isnt enough I just dont have enough to change the ROA to edible all the time.... its difficult maintaining a growop and still live a normal life. My life is far from normal. I could even be considered hostile. but I am a veteran and if I can recall @jack youre a vet also. I feel bitter, pissed the fuck off I have to duck and dodge in my own fucking country, because Cannabis is illegal.. What gives some assholes the right to tell me wtf I can put in my body. Im a grown man!! Top if off all the chemicals I came to know about while in the service finishing my a.i.t. I learned that the artillery and electronics live off chlorinated solvents and so do the operators of that equipment.. maybe not all but certainly some.
I know what I had to go through just to get the OC from the VA, where I had to threaten to rip arms out of sockets to some bitch pussy college doctor that tells me nothing is wrong with arm. These are just hush pills though. There is no fucking way Im letting them do surgery since my trip to their dentist fucked me up for a year and then a few more month. A private dentist told me they pulled the wrong tooth. Basically they left me with a infection on my tooth for a year. And I was wondering where the headaches was coming from.
then another dentist gives me more pain pills.. Listen I might be a stoner,,,,, but Im not Elvis and dont need all these pills..
might take me 12hrs to consume 20mgs of hydrocondon, and I dont really like the buzz of vicodan. Anything thats interfering with my weed high I really dont enjoy much ..

holiday interferes with my everything. lol. sitting here wathing miami vice right now,. thinking damn that coke looks good... :2thumbsup:

 

Suboxone is fine for me and I have tons of it. It made Christmas Day bearable, and it made Christmas Eve Mass nice. The music sounded so monumental and dramatic!