I have tripped acid about 6-7 times with small doses (no more than two hits). The first time this happened was off 1.5 i think, and I really wasn't sure what happened. Last night was the second time it happened and I am extremely curious to see if anybody can do this. The first time was not completely self induced I was just drifting off listening to some good music, Yes and floyd, after trying to listen to some shpungle or whatver...dont like it at all. Anyways after being sketched out by that bullshit, I started drifting. Everything in my mind turned computer chip like and green, but at the same time I felt as if it was me, maybe my arm. I was quickly drifting around this world inside me and then all of a sudden a chip was pulled out. I got pretty scared consciously and woke up. I was a little disoriented and scared. Last night I revisited this place, but self induced it. Two hits of some liquid on candy. I closed my eyes listening to some awesome post rock. Lately I have been thinking of my marijuana harvest and I pictured a leaf with all the crystals on it, but they were few, and big, almost like mini LEDs on the thing. First the whole leaf was a blue-ish greeni-ish and the crystals white. The crystals kind of pulsed and turned a new color, it kept pulsing and stronger each time. The crystals turned into a shape of color now >< like that pulsing purple, etc. I then turned this into 3D and it was two cones now ><. Electricity was flowing from the ends and I felt all of this. Now in my mind I was spinning around the cones and they were spinning. I realized this consciously and woke up, VERY disoriented. I told my friends and one didn't really know what he was talking about. The other had an experience on shrooms where he had a seizure. He was always mysterious about this and I never wanted to bring it up. But after I told him what happened in his mind, he kind of just threw in that 'mushrooms were crazy.' We didn't really talk much about this, and I know the reason I didnt is cause it was a scary experience and feels taboo to me for some reason. I felt like I couldve gotten stuck maybe. Later on my friend was just drifting off and I think he was doing it. Can anybody else self induce something like this, if so any explanations? By the way I am never one to experience large visuals on LSD, small breathing, last night I saw 'blue-green' shadows the best way i can describe them. But other than that its nothing profound like what happened in my mind.
I think i am a little confused? Yes i have closed eye visuals, and yes i can think of whatever i want, if this is what you mean by self induced. I find it better to let the LSD do the driving, usually things that we have been thinking about manifest themselves without us consciously making them so. Like your experience with your plants.
Thanks for your reply, they aren't just closed eye visuals though, as I feel them as well as I was in a trance. I self induced them cause at first the LSD was driving me like you said and I wanted to see if I could draw my own. I could but not nearly as intense as when I didn't try. I guess you answered my question, its perfectly normal? Not a lot of people seem to talk about it...
Ok, it was just a scary experience. I had no control really after a certain point. Some of it was controllable though. Quite odd. I was truly disoriented when I awoke from the trance. I have drawn, watched a visualizer, stared at certain objects, and loved all of it. But there was sincerely nothing like the 'CEV's and the reality of it.
Well naturally what you can dream up in your head is going to be nothing like what happens in physical form. And you really shouldn't be all that scared, take this into consideration - In everyday life sometimes thoughts will just pop into your head, you didn't consciously put them there. So you could say that you cannot control your mind 100%, right? Now given that LSD will magnify your thoughts and those in your subconscious it is not unlikely that this everyday "pop-up" of thought can be turned into an all out mind journey through the subconscious.
Yeah thats true, I'm just not used to flying around a dimension in my head haha. I saw all the things people think you see on acid...if that makes any sense. Pulsing colors, trippy spindles, eye shapes. I also saw a lot of faces that night, especially the moon. Next time I trip I will have to be comfortable with that state of mind and explore it.
