Not as good as Drunk & Disorderly Role-playing game I like bdsm role-play, but admit I get nervous, scared and back out of alot of situations that come my way... I have a guide, and seriously, I don't get into anything with stranges unless she's nearby..
I like to be the dominator. the one who controls. Just send a girl down in my dungeon with a cup of tea with two sugars. As the saying goes: Pain is close to pleasure.
I used to think Robert Mapplethorpe totally rocked. Now I consider Patti Smith a timeless sweetheart. This is strange... given they were once lovers. I guess getting older brings about a certain wisdom: Poetry or pain? I now gladly prefer poetry. Pain is much more short lived. And I don't have so many years left... QP
"Sadism is pleasure in infliction of pain or humiliation upon another person, while masochism is pleasure in receiving the pain." Both very different meanings. I don't find pleasure in inflicting pain or humiliation on other people, but I do find pleasure in pain. I find pain is a different level of pleasure, it gives a feeling of being alive more than anything else. I find the pleasure is in the acceptance of pain. Nothing tests your meditation skills more than that of pain!