I'll try to make it brief,I gave myself 4 enemas with the rubber bulb, The last one being Red Wine.... Also drinking the same and smoking pot....Put my new ribbed vibrator up my ass with the help of a snort of "headcleaner"... Secured my new rubberstrap around my balls, MAN! My prostate is so sensitive... My cock is tiny now but I'm shuddering with dry orgasms... I just keep putting the cock up my ass Than turning it on and trying to hang on...... God I'm so High......Phew..... I'd love a partner that understands.... Thanks for letting me unload, Be in touch..... jd