I had a dream about me and my boyfriend. We were watching a little baby girl and she had gotten green paint all over her...so he was like babe we have to give her a bath...so we went into some restroom and it was big and so was the tub and it was really dim...he was on the side by the faucet and I was on the other side with the baby. Well the water was running and we kept on talking about random things. Then he tuirns the water off and we're so self involved together and then i look over at the baby and the water was all the way up to her eyes. and i started freaking out and saying ohh no ohh no shes dead!! i've killed her!! and he said no baby shes ok...and i picked her up and put her on my knee and i was like i killed her and he said no and started rubbing her back and she came back to life...i looked at him and said...this is why i dont want to have kids...and then i woke up and i felt my tummy and then i was sweating and i felt really bad and couldnt sleep the rest of the night. well what i'm getting at is...well i think this mean maybe i'm afraid of commitment?....or kids...or something...please tell me what you think this all means.
Studying Psychology, one of my subjects is dream interpretation. Of course, I'm not very good at it but, yes, you may be right. This dream could signify your fear of commitment. My girlfriend and I have talked about this on a regular basis, and we have come to a conclusion; it may be obvious but it is important: marriage is a strong decision. Once you are hitched, nothing will ever be the same again. When I say this, I'm not talking about it as if it is a bad thing. And beyond this, having a child, bringing a child into this world is, in my honest opinion, the most important decision you can ever make. Creating a life is a special thing. Being afraid of this kind of commitment is important. For example, I am deadly afraid of commitment. I am surprised I have been with my girlfriend for as long as I have (eight months). But, I love her and she loves me. I'm not sure if I can define love, just like defining the difference between loving and being in love. My girlfriend was asking if we would be married one day. We decided, if we got married, it would be after we were secure with our careers. In my case, there are many levels of commitment. I am not ready for commitment yet, but it doesn't matter. There is plenty of time for it. So, to make a long post a bit... well, longer, commitment shouldn't be a fearful word for people. I must admit it scares me but I'm working on it. It's not wrong to be afraid. Peace
I'mNOTaCODE the dream takes you deeper inside yourself where you are ready to change and let go some fears and guilt feelings you feel like drowning in. Green is for the heart spaces opening. Water is about clearing and healing inside. Flowing water involves time. The others are but the reflection of your own changes, and healing. So now just be aware not all loads are yours to carry, and respond this way to whatever your waking life offers you as an impulse to change your own self and find love and trust inside, and just be alive. I think you are doing real fine. Hope this makes sense !
