please help really weird question about addiction

i starting using when i was 16, first id smoke the heroin because here we get black tar..which ..is...like the resin of real heroin...anyway half way through year i switched to iv...mind you while i was smoking it was up to or maybe even more then a gram a day...after i started IV'ng drugs i was doing about .5-1 gram a day of the brown powder that comes in powder but you heat it to bring it to a black piece by the way why does it do that?...ive been using now for over 2 years..almost on the daily ..and (knock on woodD) some how im not addicted...the only times i feel like shit is when i have the drug and am about to do it..which makes me think its just excitement..i just dont understand why i dont go through wd's

i should by now id think...but i dont..and it really confuses me..any idea?

 

Hmm.. I'm no expert on opiates but it seems to me if you're using almost daily, that sounds like addiction. Go a week without and see if you don't start to WD (psychologically at the very least). Someone correct me if I'm wrong...

 

Lucky you! Be thankful.

 

i just went two weeks no problem.. i dont get why i dont go into WD's
like i said ive been shooting since i was 16 and im 18 now...never felt much of any wd's


only times iever get sick..is right when iget the bag..buti think its just total excitement.

 

Guess you're just lucky then. I smoke cigs once in a while when I'm bored in a social sitch or drinking/tripping and I don't seem to ever get hooked so I'm similar in that respect I guess. Don't know if I'd try my luck with the horse though...

 

Well you're addicted in some form if the sheer excitement of knowing you're about to get high makes you sick.

 

call us back when youre 24..

 

Too bad there's no like button,if this was facebook I'd like the hell out of that comment. Btw I'm tripping! Sorry been a while since I've had blotter this good.

 

I would STOP. I withdraw like fuck on about the same amount that you are using. Seriously, thank God right now and stop using.

 

i really do need to stop.
ive spent more money then i can ever imagine ..on shit here thats
hardly worth using...its just the psychological part i think that gets me..
...but i wont stop unless i truly want to , i know i truly dont want to so it'll
have to wait...mind you ive been doing drugs since i was 13...not to brag...
just the psychonaut type...and i live in eugene oregon, mom grew up with ken kesey,ive got to meet all the remaining keseys myself....cool people..although they make so much money off their dad....so of course this town has lots of mind expanding chemicals..swim can always come across yummy rainbow gellies and liquids galore. ...but the h is what got me...and its the worst h from what i hear..the cost here is unbelievable as well.

i love eugene !

longest run on sentence ever!

 

lol, im a avid user of the.....i always use the.....dunno why, just always have....its cool to see someone who also abuses the.....lol....yea!!!!

 

Williscool, I feel like we are in the same boat. I, too, have been using opiates since around 16. And yeah I started using drugs in general at about 13 also, and I'm 21 now. And yep that damn H has me by the ballsack. I always tell people to stop but it truly is difficult. You must be in the right mindset, you are right. You truly have to have the WANT no matter what to stop.

On a brighter note I almost caught that fucking dragon thats been taunting me all morning, he sure is a quick little bastard.

Oh yeah, sweet run on by the way ) Good luck with everything bro, honestly.