A good, happy, monday with Klonopin (Clonazepam)

A little History:Benzos and HAHAHA04 I feel as though i am relatively experienced in the field of benzodiazepines. I have eaten varying quantities of Xanax (alprazolam), Klonopin(Clonazepam), Ativan(Lorazepam), and Valium(Diazepam) over the years.

I have been prescribed Lorazepam, 30 0.5mg pills a month, then to 30 1mg lorazepam pills a month.

Switched to....

I have been prescribed Kpins first at 30 1mg pills, every two weeks. Then to 30 1mg pills every month. Then down to nothing.

A few months later

I am now prescribed a lesser dose of 15 0.5mg Kpins, every two weeks.

On top of this i have eaten large amounts of Xanax (alprazolam), 1mg 'footballs' and 2mg 'bars' that were not prescribed to me. Also i have eaten, on a few separate occasions eaten 5mg generic Valium (diazepam)

I realize these aren't the most crazy or extensive scripts for benzos. Just my personal experience.....

Anyway

My day so far has gone nicely....at 8:45am i decided i wanted a nice feeling before starting off the day. I took orally 4 0.5mg generic clonazepam pills. So total 2mgs of clonazepam ingested orally.

+0:15--9:00am: Feeling slightly different mentally as i entered my 'Financial Accounting Class'. No major effects yet.....

+0:30--9:30am: Starting to feel the slightly warm onset of the klonopin, i get up to throw away a a water bottle i was drinking, and i instantly felt my legs buckle out underneath me, i did not fall over or anything but as my legs felt weak, a sudden warmth, unlike opiates, but for me synonymous with benzos.

+0:30--10:00am: Class had ended, and as i left the academic building and headed towards my suite i began to feel happy, and my whole body began to feel very loose and generally relaxed.

+0:45--10:45am: In my room, typing up this morning experience, feeling a bit sloppy, very relaxed, and i am managing to take care of business. Although it is a bit crazy when i kinda slip into that state of relaxation where i basically lop around on my bed and type nonsensical gibberish like i feel as though i have been throughout this thread.

+0:15--11:00am: Going to the dining commons to eat lunch, still feeling very relaxed, maybe a bit sloppy.....I plan on taking 2 more 0.5mg pills on my way to lunch. That would be a total of 6 0.5mg pills, for a total dose of 3mgs of clonazepam. Basically, feeling relaxed, feeling calm, slightly euphoric, very talkative.

I will post about the rest of my day later on in anyone is interested.

EDIT: Continuation of Days Work--

+2:00--1:00pm: Out of my College Writing class, still feeling nice and calm, relaxed, and at points i felt as though during class discussion my words were a bit slurred.
+0:15--1:15pm: Starting to work on homework. Feeling relaxed, on top of things. Having slight trouble remembering exactly what was talked about in Financial Accounting.

I will post about the rest of my day later on in anyone is interested.

Edit: Continuation of Days Work--

+4:00--5:15pm: Just woke up..... So it looks like i blacked out (as i often do with klonopin) and have now woken up. Feeling slightly relaxed and still very calm.
+0:05--5:20pm: Just put 1 0.5mg pill under my tongue for some sweet sublingual action. Letting it dissolve before heading off to dinner. Although i have lots of school responsibilities to take care of, they seem distant and aren't troubling me currently. So far today i have managed to take care of everything that i need to do with NO stress or worrying.
+0:05--5:25pm: Popped another 1 0.5mg pill, just before i start to eat dinner.

ALSO: If anyone out there is reading this thread and thinking that it is a complete waste of time.... you may be right. But i am trying to document MY day after ingesting Klonopin at varying times throughout the day.

I will post about the rest of my day later on in anyone is interested.

What are some larger amounts of benzos do you guys enjoy at university/ in the workplace/ in high school? Just curious to see what everyone elses optimal doses are?

 

Back when I found benzos more interesting, I would go to class on like 1.5 or 2mg of Klonopin. It was enough to put me into a haze, but I could still do all of the necessary note taking and pretending to care facial expressions.

I spent a whole semester devoted to Klonopin when I was first prescribed high doses of it. I did great in all but one class, which I nearly failed haha. Still got my degree, though, so those were good times in my book.

 

Ditto, any more than 1.5mg of kpin or xanax and they become overwhelming to a point of just wanting to sleep...for me anyway. Any amount up to that and under is quite enjoyable though, not a care in the world. Haven't had any for a long time now.

 

Haha, at the moment the day is sailing by quite nicely and somehow, i am managing to get everything i need to done, and still be feeling good.

 

hahhahaaha dude..

 

that was pretty funny i love benzos/ but i think you kinda prove how addicting they are hahaha

 

So, low and behold, here I am after making my aforementioned statements on not liking benzos- Klonopin in my case. But, I was crawling out of my skin more than normal, didn't want to take Zyprexa (a fucking antipsychotic) at 7:00pm, and needed relief. I also no longer drink due to medical reasons. So, I quickly popped 4mg of Klonopin. It is doing a half decent job. I wouldn't say I am stoned or anything, but my nervousness factor is down a couple of notches.

 

HA. What do you mean man?

^YES. Also i have been diagnosed with S.A.D. which is Severe Anxiety Disorder. So the klonopin DO help with that to some degree.

EDIT:

To finish the tale of the good monday; Basically around 7pm I went out to smoke with a couple of friends, i was feeling very relaxed and was starting to forget about the other things i had done earlier in the day. Whilst driving back my friends and i stopped off at a local beer store and bought 2 40-ounce bottles of Olde English each. We returned back to our dorm room/apartment and were hanging out, doing homework, and watching television, for a while. About halfway through my second 40 i was feeling quite buzzed and the klonopin was making me be very relaxed. I went across the hall to my room and was laying in bed for a little. Shortly after another person who lives in my building called me and asked if i wanted to go out on an L ride with him.....which if course i did. After having a nice relaxing ride, puffin on some good green, i went back to my room, and proceeded to pass the fuck out.

Overall it was a good, mellow, relaxing, but sometimes sloppy and hazy (memory wise) day.

Thanks for reading this bullshit. I think yesterday i was a bit overzealous with posting about how i was feeling.

 

S.A.D. = Seasonal Affective Disorder, NOT severe anxiety disorder. Get out into the sun!

 

My apologies on the incorrect acronym......But i haven't been diagnosed with Seasonal Affective Disorder. I in fact do have a major anxiety disorder, but i guess i cant remember the exact name of the diagnosis.

And im ALWAYS outside. At university, i study outside rather than in because i swear the fresh air helps me concentrate more!

 

how the hell does 2mg get you drunk when you've been taking it daily for months?!? I'm JEALOUS...

after using benzos 1-3 times a week for 6 months my tolerance is up to 15mg of xanax to get me mildly drunk, which REALLY sucks. I'll tell myself that I'll take a long break but within a few days the urge to be in "benzoland" is too high to even care about wasting my stash due to insane tolerance.

and no I'm not addicted, at least at the moment - I was getting shakes a few weeks back. do you ever get WD's?

 

You need to chill and be careful with these drugs. It is okay to use recreationaly once in a while, but when you use the drug to get through your day, that is just asking for problems.

 

I have no tolerance at all to benzos. Normally when i get my script of klonopin they are all gone within the week, if not the first 2-3 days of getting them. Then i am left with nothing for the remaining week or month depending on when i get a re-fill again.

2mgs gets me feeling pretty nice when i have no tolerance at all. When i drink and then smoke on top of that, i feel even better, although sometimes a bit sloppy.

I am chilling with these drugs. I dont get prescribed large amounts like i used to get. And your completely right, using them to just get through your day is asking for dependence issues.